PD Trip - late entry

Heyya..

Sorry for this late entry about our team building to PD..

Been really lazy to update my blog coz i'm on holiday mood..hahaha..jgn jeles..sampai thn dpn ok..which is like few more days..(uwaaaa....abis da cuti!! )

Anyway..the trip was from 21/12/2009 until 23/12/2009..and it was AWESOME! Walaupun sbnrnya dah byk kali pegi PD..asyik2 gi PD je utk team building..haha..tapi takpela..yg ni tetap best jugak...

We gathered at cyberjaya ..at the office..and Aaron drove my car all the way to PD..i was to co-pilot and liza as the passenger..about 5 cars went..and sume berconvoy dgn amat gila skali..sampi nak tercabut jantung ku..huhu...

We reached there a bit early so kena pi cari makan dulu before boleh check in..we stayed at Palm Springs hotel..nice place..sponsored by Aaron...and first up..sume gi terjun pool petang tu..sbb panas sgt..

Pool dia cantik..a man-made beach..its got sand and the pool is really like a beach! Impressive..

Selepas sesi gila2 dlm air kolam..we head back to our crib and prepare for BBQ..BBQ was done at one of the PD beaches..tak igt mana satu..but the flat beach la..senang..and yummy2...food was nice..tapi i cam takde mood sgt nak mkn..sbb perut da masuk angin...haha..

Was more excited masa time team building games..i got to play only 1 game (which was enuff for me..will explain later why)..coz i was also the AJK for games..

We had this tiang game..where everybody in their teams had to pusing2 until dizzy and run back to the team..(the best game!) coz got to see my Team Lead and fellow friends tergolek2 cam nangka busuk ! haha..kelakar gila ! kesian ... :P

Next game was the usual amik gula dlm tepung..dan di sini la..wa kena ambush!!#$#@ Q^@U^&#^!! tak guna punya kawan2 ...hahaha..

Ade ke patut..AJK game kena tiup dgn tepung! Abis putih muka tauuu!

Si ramzee ngok..kena baling tepung dgn wa..sbb dia berlagak sgt konon muka bersih..plus dia kena baling belon yg berisi air 2 BIJI ! hahahaha..padan muka ko ramzee :p

Tapi lps tu dia ambush wa..abis...dia baling gak sebaldi air atas daku..muahahahha..abis..kena tepung lagi..kena pasir lagi..kena air ! COMPLETE! hahaha..pastu kena dera pegi kedai mkn dlm keadaan gitu..uwaaa..malu gue...hahaha..tapi pengalaman yg tidak dpt dilupakan..mmg kelakar sume... :)

Esoknya gi melaka (a bit boring) coz penat je sesat2 sana sini..and pegi Jonker Walk tapi kedai2 tak bukak lagi..sigh..so balik la balik ke PD and enjoy lepaking ...esoknyaaa...balik cyber..waa..kejap je..huhu..

Tula cerita team building kitorg kat PD..kalo nak cerita sume kat sini..mmg tak terdaya..skrg ni pon da mls gila..cam nak short cut je sume..haha..so nanti2 la ye...ada masa i upload gambar kat FB..

Till then..happy holidays to all and selamat tahun baru !! :)

Declined!

For the 1st time ever in my life - my one and only credit card was declined!! WTF !!

Haha..relax..let me explain...

It's true that my cc was declined and I was embarrassed in public (at the Focus Point shop) when I was trying to "swipe" for my new Oakley Revere glasses...Dang! Malunyaaaa....hahaha..

But....there's a big BUT !!

I only had 1k limit...BECAUSE...I bought a laptop few months back and with the installment I made...It had automatically blocked a few thousands from my cc to MAKE SURE that I can pay the laptop every month! (Trick yg amat pandai)....SoOoOoOo....I am left with only 1ooo buckaroolas to spend..or should I say..swipe...from my cc every month! Sigh...!! Double Sigh!

And with this crazy mega sale..year end sale..whatever you call it...I just went overboard of spending RM999 ++ when I forgot that I haven't yet paid for my new Oakleys...Hence..the embarrassing moment that forced me to quickly run (and save my life) to withdraw cash (I repeat..CASH!!!) from the ATM and paid for the glasses...Dang...again! *cursing & cursing & cursing!!* @#^@*&#^*&@!#@#&!@!!!!

Hahaha...

Panic + stress mode tetiba when I found out it was declined ! But then it came to my senses..aahh...I only spent 1oook (That's normal right?)...Thank God..! Imagine if I spent 3k/4k/5k and then my card was declined! Memang pengsan on the spot ! lol ~~!!

Anyway..I am saved by the big ah long in our family..my mom..who let me "BORROW" some cash to pay back my cc...so that I can use my cc again..THIS TIME STRICTLY FOR PETROL !! (Let's all hope it ya) ! *giggles*

Love you ma! Thanks a lot..You saved my life..

And most importantly...lesson learnt..for next month, and the following months to come..for a very2 long time..I need to stop shopping..Or else I will be bankrupt!...Farah..pls la INSAF! plssssss!! hehehe...

I already got what I want..scratch that..I already got what I need..(hehe) so I think I can stop shopping for now... *phew*

Btw, here is my new Oakley that I almost got bankrupt to :

Sangat cantik! :)

Dang! Richie Rich

Stumbled upon an old article about rich man Sultan Hassanal Bolkiah..and just became very2 jealous of all his property...

I too want my own Boeing Jumbo Jet, I also want 5000 luxury cars, I also want a palace with 1000+ rooms and 5 swimming pools ! WTF !!!! KAYA GILE! haha..

In summary...here's some other stuff he owns as well :

A large chunk of it went on the Sultan’s palace monstrosity that boasts 1,788 rooms and is larger than the Vatican-in a tiny country with just 300,000 inhabitants. When the Sultan’s daughter turned 18 he bought her an Airbus. For himself he prefers his own jumbo jet, originally designed to carry over 400 people.

Amenities include 5 swimming pools, and an air conditioned stable for the Sultan’s 200 polo ponies, a 110-car garage, a banquet hall that can be expanded to accommodate up to 4,000 guests, and a mosque accommodating 1,500 people. The palace was built in 1984 at a cost of around $1.4 billion USD and has 564 chandeliers, 51,000 light bulbs, 44 stairwells, and 18 elevators. It is also a home to a car collection that includes custom-made Ferraris and Bentleys as well as 165 Rolls Royces. Its golden domes, designed by Filipino architect Leandro V. Locsin, and vaulted roofs echo Islamic and Malay architectural influences.

Jerudong Park is an amusement park in Brunei. It is the largest and most expensive amusement park in South East Asia, built and funded by the rich Bruneian government for $1 billion.It seems probable that as more park equipment fails and is not maintained the last few attractions will slowly close

HOUSEHOLD STAFF

$3.5 million to masseuses, acupuncturists
$28 million on housekeeping and maintaining his homes
$3.2 million to badminton coach
$11 million to each of his five PR officers
$96,000 to guard his exotic birdcages

An unknown fortune is also rumored to have been spent on escorts including playboy bunnies and models who are known to have visited the palaces of the sultan and his brother.

LUXURY CARS

531 Mercedes
367 Ferraris
362 Bentleys
185 BMWs
177 Jaguars
160 Porsches
130 Rolls-Royces
20 Lamborghinis

OTHER TRANSPORT

Two Boeings, including a 747-400 jumbo jet, one Airbus, six smaller planes, two helicopters (ANI)

This Airbus 340 aircraft was “remodeled” in Waco. The sinks are solid gold and one of them is Lalique crystal. The Sultan bought the aircraft for roughly $100M; had it flown to Waco, brand-new, had the interior completely removed; and had the folks at E-Systems (now Raytheon) install $120M worth of improvements inside and outside.

Source : RetardZone.com

Wonder what he does with all this stuff....bagi la kat I satu King Hassanal Bolkiah! :P

Dia dah pegi offshore

Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa......sedihnyaa..........

Last time I nangis when hantar my parents gi Haji..

Now anta dia gi airport utk ke offshore pon..hampir nak menitis air mata....

Rindu daaaaa ...HELP!!!!

Offshore tgh2 laut tu takde signal plak..camne i nak survive ni..tak dpt contact u =(

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Miss u laaa...hurry up and come back! sob..sob..

Rindu kawan-kawan

Eh rindu la plak kan kat kawan2 lama..

huhu..

Alam persekolahan :

Kawan2 kat Scotland - Oakgrove Primary school - dah lost contact nih..tinggal Jamie Mc Nab je..tapi dia pon tak slalu main fb... :(

Kawan2 Sekolah Aminudding Baki - especially 5 budi and 3 amanah..

Kawan2 matrik - oii..geng2 gila alagapas and budak2 "syaitan" tu sume..hahaha...

Kawan2 university - budak2 BITC...ftmk..abg2 angkat..adik2 angkat..kakak2 angkat..and my lecturers..especially en nazrul....huhu...

Alam pekerjaan :

Kawan2 Datacom - Dlinkers ...member2 logitech, netgear, microsoft..huhu..micah riddell! :p

Kawan2 BAT - ok..takde la rindu kat sume yg ada kat sana..but still keep in touch kadang2..mostly dgn yg da kuar BAT

Kawan2 EDS/HP - Ok..ni tak rindu sgt..coz masih mode jumpa2 lagi..sbb tgh keje..nanti dah cuti global shutdown..baru terasa rindu kot..ehehe..

Kepada kawan2 sume..just wanna say.."I miss u all" ...byk da yg tak jumpa...but hopefully we can still keep in touch...mungkin suatu hari nanti...Insya-Allah...apa2 pun..take care! :)

Entry Geram

Asal update status emo kat facebook je..kena hantam balik kat diri sendri...ishhh...!

Suka hati je kata kita ni tak ikhlas...how can u judge someone by just looking at their fb status? Sungguh tak baik tau...

Nama pon "What's on your mind"..so suka hati beta la nak tulis apa2 yg tgh on my mind time tu..tiba2 aku plak kena smash balik..ewah2..melampau sungguh...

Ikutkan hati nak je smash balik..apa hal sibuk..tapi malas nak layan org2 emo when diri sendri pon tgh emo...kang emo + emo = volcano!! hahaha..abisss...

Anyway...I update status gitu because I feel tired ...buat baik....tapi disalah sangka...buat jahat..lagi la org buruk sangka kan? So nak wat camne nih?

Bila comment kat status fb..org kata kita ni nak "something in return"...weihh..if I want something in return..I tak kuasanya nak perabih duit + masa utk bagi / buat benda2 tu in the 1st place..tlg jgn semudah itu buat conclusion..isk..geram pulak...! Sabar..sabar...

Dialog between me and this fella yg membuatkan 1000 tanda tanya di kepala otakku...

Me : Eh nanti Jumaat, I nak bawa something for you all..u dtg ofis tak?

Person : Oh..tak dtg la..I nak gi anta my mom kat spital..

Me : Oh..ala..yeke..hmm..dtg kejap takleh? Or takleh takpela..nanti I simpankan ke..

Person : Tula..mak lagi penting kan..kena la jaga...

Me : (Thinking...Ape ke hal ni..tiba2 lak cakap camni...aku ada buat aksi desperado ke...)

Me : Yea..takpela...paham...

Person : Nanti if I boleh dtg..I dtg...if not I call u..btau tak jadi..

Me : Ok.. (Masih garu kepala nape dia cakap camtu tadi)

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Wei..ada tersalah ckp ke aku tadi?????? Napa it doesn't feel rite...

And yet people say I buat baik..sbb nak sesuatu in return?!! WTF?!!!????!!

Happy birthday

Happy birthday to you....

Sgt seronok dpt jumpa..walaupun kejap..but you gave me us a sweet 45 mins memory that I will never forget on your birthday! Hope you liked the simple surprise...and cake of course..and I know, like me, you also enjoyed today...

:)

Semoga you panjang umur, murah rezeki, sihat selalu, success dunia akhirat..May Allah bless you...and remember..I'm always here for you..Love you so much! Muaxx!

I dedicate this song to the birthday boy on his 29th birthday (The song we karaoke'd together) :

Title : Tercipta Untukku (Ungu feat Rossa)

Menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Chorus:
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tahu
Ku slalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Sungguh hanyalah dirimu yang aku cintai
Dan sungguh ku kan di sisimu hingga ku mati

Chorus:
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tahu
Ku slalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Feeling captivated

My morning started of rough coz I got scolded by someone..

But I didn't want that to spoil the rest of my day, so I decided to go shopping on my own..and the damage....RM506.05 in 4 hours!! hahaha...4 bloody hours! lol~!!

My salary isn't even in yet..but yea..I had to buy a lot of things that I need ..pronto ! Eg: Contact lenses, solution, saline, hair moisturiser, Dawood's wedding present, etc...and I also got myself a pair of Crocodile sandals..that was on sale..hehehe.. :P

Anyway..I realized later that I went shopping alone..and it occurred to my mind that its somewhat sad..the situation..me, alone shopping...so I became a bit frustrated...but.....

I decided to fight again this lonely feeling, and was tempted to do something that can cheer me up. So I went to visit Aleesya, Fikri's daughter. She was admitted to the Serdang hospital because she had an infection in her blood. So I thought, why not pay her a visit. This will be the 1st time aunty Farah visits Aleesya..hehe..She's so adorable..and cute! She's getting better..Thank God for that..When I saw her smile, I thought, wow..it does make you feel better when you see others happy..

Then after visiting baby Aleesya, I felt like I wanted to do more meaningful things..Today is mom and dad's anniversary..they went for honeymoon at Le Meridien hotel..so I thought, why not..let's surprise them! So I drove to their hotel and bought some cupcakes and cookies and took pics with them..Once again..when I saw mom and dad smiling non stop, I thought, yes..this feeling inside of me is definitely jubilant! I feel so happy as well !

So there you go, I didn't let the scolding get to me..and I had a good day after all..I hope tomorrow will be better..I really do...Till next post, gdnite peeps! :)

Thinking Out Loud

I want to tell you....I like you...

I want to tell you...I feel so happy around you...

I want to tell you...I wish things were different for us...

I want you to know that...I still think of you..all the time..

I want you to know that...I miss you...

I want you to know that...You mean the world to me...

I wish we had more time..

I wish we were given a chance...

I wish you know all this...

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But....

I know...that's just my dream...

I know...that I have to wake up...

I know...that its time to move on...

and I know..that its not easy...but I will try...

...because I love you...

Girl Wars Online

OMG..welcome to online games Farah..!!

I shudn't have started playing..now I can't stop! haha..Thank God its not in Facebook, or else I wouldn't be doing anything else but play those games!

If you have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm currently playing Girl Wars Online via Ipod Touch. ( Mind you, its only available either on Ipod Touch or Iphone...which is annoying, coz I that means I have to constantly look at my gadget like every 5 to 10 mins?! ) hahaha...Ok2..serious...Its actually an online game ( a silly game I tell you ) that let's you do girlie stuff like cat fights, buy apparels, apartments, cars, go to the spa and etc..

From CNNi Report :

Girl Wars Online is the newest game from the creators of iMob and iVampires. Once again to become one of the best at Girl Wars you have to add Girl Wars Codes by inviting people using their Girl Wars Friend Codes. You can find the most comprehensive list of Girl Wars Codes at GirlWarCodes.com

At GirlWarCodes.com all you have to do is add your code to their database for free and watch the invites roll in. You can bump your code to the top of the list every 60 minutes, which will get you hundreds more members of your crew. You can also have the option to have your code bumped automatically every 15 minutes for a fee of $3.

(and NO!! I DON'T PAY!!) =P

Ridiculous right! I'm becoming like a 14 yr old again! hahaha..

But Ok lah..no harm what..once I get bored, I'm sure I'll ditch it..lol~!!

At least my Ipod Touch is ON and ACTIVE most of the time now...ehehehe..

Here's a screen shot of how the game interface looks like..and oh yea..did I tell you, there's also cheat codes available if you Google!!! hahahahahaha....

Kiss Me

My favourite karaoke song - I never get tired of singing this.. :)

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

[Chorus:]
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

[Chorus (repeat)]

My 100th Post

Wow..lembapnya!!

Dah bertahun2 ada blog..only today I managed to blog my 1ooth post..ahahaha..

Like i said, I blog once in a blue moon, and I love you! hehe... :)

Anyway..today I feel like letting out something that I've been keeping to myself for a very long time..very...very...long time....

Why am I so bloody jealous? That is the question...hmmm..

Whenever I get to know a guy..the minute we become close, there's always a situation that will somehow make me introduce him to my girl friends..nak gi mkn, member ni nak ikut, nak gi shopping..member lagi satu ni nak ikut...so I got the habit of just introducing this person to my circle of girl friends....

What I've come to realize after that makes my stomach twitch inside and there's a constant sound at the back of my head that keeps cursing or bitching..coz u know why? The guy suddenly becomes good friends with my girlfriends....and me? nadaaa....zero...kosong!! It's like nothing ever happened between us...just like that...

Now tell me again, why the hell am I so bloody jealous?

And tell me again, why do all these girl friends of mine get the guys attention, EVERY SINGLE TIME??!!

Are they prettier than me? Are they nicer than me? Do guys only want pretty girls? THE UGLY TRUTH - YES!

Sometimes, a small part of me, regret even introducing my friends to any guy I know..coz at the end of the day..sure aku tak dilayan punya...he will just be interested to know my other pretty friends...and ONCE AGAIN...I'm just a bridge to that person..

So tell me people, what do I do? What the hell am I suppose to do? Sigh...

Karaoke Box and Pool

Heyya,

How's everybody?

Recently I went to few to karaoke with my friend. We had a blast. Wanna share with you the discovery i found out about these karaoke places..haha..

We 1st went to Red Box - since I've been here several times, its safe to say, its very updated..and all the songs are new..hit list..whatever u call it..but my goodness..the price..errkk....so expensive..of course, we had to go there during the peak hour la kan..ahha..so no surprise about the price hike there..RM40++ per head and tit bits = WAJIB beli ! Ok..ridiculous..! huhu..so 2 org was about RM100++..nevertheless..i still enjoyed myself to the max coz me and my friend were singing our hearts out and enjoying the luxury of this place..i like..class gitu! :)

2nd time we wanted to go to Neway - my friend kata murah..pegi2 sana..(again during the peak hour la kan)..hmm..sama jugak..the price for the tit bits was even more expensive! RM11 for peanuts okehh..another rubbish..and WAJIB beli kalo nak nyanyi! haha..

So cancel plan to go karaoke - until we bumped into a small corner at the bowling alley (btw, this is at 1utama)...a row of boxed room - tadaaa! karaoke jamban! yayyy!!! It was cheaper indeed..and no need to purchase tit bits..RM1 per song and they gave u plug and play mics to bring to the small boxed room..cute..haha..
We only wanted to spend about 1 hour plus, so 20 songs was just nice..which equals to RM20 ! CHEAPPPOOO!! huhu...the only downside about this karaoke box was the mic wasnt that good..tak brapa power org kata..haha..but it's tolerable..as long as u shout ur lungs out to the mic..gerenti org kat bilik sblh leh dgr..hehehe..

So kesimpulannya,kalo time2 sengkek..boleh la anda ke karaoke jamban..and if tgh kaya, gaji baru masuk, and ramai kawan nak kongsi2..anda boleh ke red box/neway dan sewaktu dgnnya...dua2 pon best..and dua2 pon ada pros and cons nya..yg penting we enjoy bebeh!

After that, my friend took me to play pool..this was i think my 1st time playing it for real..and surprise..surprise..i kinda like it too..even tho my teknik pemegangan kayu pool sudah tentu need more practice..but i can definitely shoot those balls into the hole beb..beginners luck kot! huhu..thanks a bunch to my friend for introducing me to this new sport..ekekek...

Here's a picture of me trying to fully concentrate on the game (konon2) ...see my eyes..so bulat..hahaha..enjoy!!

Something's wrong with me

I can feel it...but what..what is it..what is this feeling that is making me restless....???

Do I enjoy being a part of this? Everything around me...Is it for real? Is it a test?
Is it against the law? Is it the right thing to do? What's going to happen to me? What's going to happen to them? Are all people around me crazy? Am I crazy? huhu...( I think I am!)

Sheesh...I always say go with the flow..but now flow seems to be here and there...Am I lost? Is my brain starting thinking straight? Oh gosh..too many questions..I'm having a headache..Sigh...

My sister's wedding video ~lovely~

The wedding was a success...

Here's a video clip by Greg's Video (www.gregsvideo.com)

Jentera bekerja keras

Fuhh..Siang tadi me, mama, papa went to one shop that was something like a chocolate factory! (ala2 kedai borong gitu) Mama telah memborong byk gile choc & sweets utk we all bungkus...

So today me and my younger sister dah jadi mcm jentera (bak kata mama!) hahaha..

We did a lot of packing for the gifts and then sambung lagi mlm td with help from our aunties and cousins..mmg macam robot..or rather..mcm minah2 kilang ! ;p

So skrg, dah pening kepala wa..tgh ada tension headache ni..tapi td pening2 pon...buat jugak..sbb org lain sume duk bertungkus lumus..rasa cam happy lak bergotong royong buat keje same2..hehe...

Esok keje..waaa...lagi terasa cam nak demam terus! (itu namanya sudah mengada!) ;p

Oklah..tatau nak tulis ape..saje nak update blog kasi feel (penat) mem-pack bungkusan!

Kids, do not try this at home..hehehe..

10/10/2010

Today..after 2 weeks...

My wish came true..Alhamdulillah...

Thank you so much for meeting me...

From today onwards...I hope all things go well between us..Amin..

I can smile now...

;-)

De-stress

I went for karaoke with my matrix friends yesterday at Ampang Park.

Really think it was a good way to release my stress..since i was screaming my heart (or should i say..lungs!) to get the "feel" for each songs...
Didn't care if I sound terrible..I was just trying to distract myself from all these frustration..all the sadness...and how much I miss him... ;-(

One day in your life
You'll remember a place
Someone touching your face
You'll come back and youll look around, youll . . .

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you dont need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day . . .

One day in your life
When you find that youre always waiting
For a love we used to share
Just call my name, and I'll be there

You'll remember me somehow
Though you dont need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day . . .

One day in your life
When you find that youre always lonely
For a love we used to share
Just call my name, and I'll be there

To love is to let go

I don't believe its already happening..
Allah pls give me the strength..

I love him so much... ;-(

Dialogue with Mr Ego Maniac

Date : 22 Sept 2009

Dialogue session : Via SMS

Me : Hi Mr J, how are you? How's raya ? Are you free on this date? My sister is getting married. Would like to invite you, if you' re free.

Mr J : Hi Farah. Raya is good. Dpt mkn banyak. I keje la on that day. Sorry tak dpt dtg.

Me: Oh yeke. Takpela camtu. Nak wat camne kan u keje...

Mr J : Tula. I kumpul duit nak kawin dgn akak u, tapi tak sempat. Anyway, wedding you nanti I try dtg yea

Me : Oh adik bongsu I ada lagi..U kumpul la duit siap2..Ok, I'll add you to my guest list. Let's see of you keep your word. Huhu..

Mr J : I ckp I try dtg. Bukan ckp I 100% pegi.

Me : (A bit speechless at how he can turn every conversation sour & wondering why the hell he has to hurt my feelings all the time...still managed to respond calmly...) Owh, ok..takpe..I ajak je..I tau u mmg busy..

End of text message..

Ni raya kan? So I should just forgive and forget..sabar jela...Hopefully...he will realize one day...that he doesn't need to be so ego and rude to me all the time..After all..siapa yg tolong dia masa dia susah2 time accident tu... Lupa ke? Hmm....

Sabar Farah..Sabar..

Salam Aidilfitri

Selamat hari raya everyone!

Maaf zahir dan batin...!

Jemput datang rumah.... :)

The Promise

Don't hang up on me

Don't hurt my feelings on purpose ; Treat me with respect

All I want is to be happy around you

Don't you?

When people don't take you seriously...

As title above...today I feel the maximum depression when all things around me just don't turn out right..

People close to me don't take me seriously..causing me to be angry, sad and very2 stressed out!
They think I'm fooling around when I am dead serious...They laugh when I'm actually crying...(CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT!!!)...and they insult me by doing things behind my back...

Oh whyyyyyy?? Why is this happening to me! I've had enuff crying for today..and I don't want to be upset anymore..Raya is just around the corner..So why do these people keep torturing me? Where is all the forgiveness and love? *Sigh*

This is a test from God..Farah u HAVE to be strong..Keep your chin up..and BE STRONG!

Budak Comel...

Wowww.....!! Who's this cute nawty-looking girl? Hehe...

Weee....I just had my hair done!! But it costed me an effing RM420 for rebonding + hair treatment! WTF !?!?!

Mahalnyeee nak mamposs...Tapi disebabkan rambut ni dah sgt rosak and perlukan rawatan..ku tutup mata and swipe jua! Uwaaaaaaa.........!! Hmmpppjhhh!!! That's it....pasni gi je kedai aunty yg kat Sunway tu..jimat duit..rather than pegi salon mahal2 kat Midvalley nih... =(

Hurmm..duit..di mana kau duit!!

Farah yg comel !

Syukur Alhamdulillah

I am so thankful to Allah for giving us rezeki halal and lots of food to eat with so many different choices to choose from! For Ramadhan month..I managed to get my wish list for buka puasa..hehe..Take a look & drool! =P

Steamboat

Roti Jala
Onde Onde Gula Melaka
Nasi Kerabu
Kebab Pita
Spaghetti Carbonar from Delicious
Blue Lemon Drink
Air Tebu
Ayam Percik Bangsar

I have sensitive skin!

OMG...i am so furious rite now...Grrrr...

My face has got some sort of rash looking thingy..(I think)..reddish and very2 itchy ! So itchy that I feel like washing my face over and over again..Why is this happening?

I know that my face is super sensitive..and this is like the gazillion-th time I've had to change my facial wash..after trying...Elianto...Garnier..Neutrogena..St Ives..(and many more!)...I'm back to using Clinelle..the expensive one..but so far does not 'hurt' my face..argghhh!! There goes my credit card again..*sigh*

On the other hand tho..I'm so glad my face has stopped itching so much for now after I'm using back Clinelle..I hope it gets rid of the reddish itchy rash thingy forever!! That's how bad I want it off my face =(

So..no more trying on make-up, compaq powder, dan sewaktu dgnnya to my face..let it rest and I'll just apply the facial wash daily..hope it works...

Accident..AGAIN~!

Uwaaa....semlm accident lagi.... =(

I terlanggar motor...org yg naik motosikal tu tergolek kat Jalan Ampang tu..dpn area Roadhouse Grill...Uwaaa...stressnya!!
Nasib baik org tu tak ape2..luka2 sket je..because I was driving slow..tapi alahai..kena gak bawa dia gi clinic to check..just in case kan..kena la RM58....sob..sob...

Nasib baik jugaki..motor dia ok..and dia tak marah2 sgt..tak jadi kes polis what not...mula2 tu..mmg dia tengking la kat i..takotnyee!! Tapi lps tu..dia dah ok sket..dia nasihat suh bawak keta elok2....hmm..teruklah me..drive camtu pon tak tgk betul2...my fault..my fault..I'm sorry!!

And of course la kan..kete kesayangan kemek sket..and paling nak nangis...rim baru calar sket..Uwaa..sedihnyaaaaa!!! =(

Dugaan betul smlm..Sabar jela..rasa cam hampeh je skrg..sob..sob...

Memories

Lately, I've been reminiscing the good old memories with that certain someone...again...

Time flies..and I really miss those moments we had together...

How I just wish I can go back to that time and experience it once again with you...

To feel the love, warmth and happiness...(and hopefully keep it like that forever?)

I wish I can frame in the memory somewhere...like in a video recorder of some type..so that when I grow old..I won't forget.. and will still remember it clearly in my mind..

I don't want to be sad thinking about all this..
But somehow remembering it does bring a little pain to this heart of mine...

The best word to describe my feelings rite now would be...lousy!

I'm torturing myself by wishing for something that may never come true...Can I say never? I can't say never...Anything can happen..(That's what I want to think)...

Enough pondering for today...Tomorrow I gotta wake up early to do my tyres alignment and balancing..

Gudnite for now...

Terbongkar

Hahaha...alamak..blog ini telah terbongkar kepada budak2 baru office i.....

rasa cam nak edit je content..malu seh!

Kepada pembaca2 baru..plss...jgn gelakkan i ye...! dah la tu...pegi la surf benda lain plak..ini sume hanye rekaan semata2...kuikuikui =P

Teaser : Nak beli gadget baru..Yay! More updates to come... =)

Salam Ramadhan

Selamat berpuasa to everyone..and semoga amalan kita diterima, diberkati Allah SWT...

Di samping dpt menikmati juadah berbuka puasa yg best2 kat bazar ramadhan tu..(or masak sendiri..hehe)..jgn lupa juga utk beribadat dan tingkatkan amalan kita utk mencapai lebih pahala this month. Insya-Allah..Amin...3x..

Parada

Thanks to Mr A....I finally have my new set of Parada performance tyres (after this can go race in the track! hehe..) and also the bling2 new sport rims..I like!!!

Yeehaaa...Love my new sporty baby! =p

New Toy

I like!! ;)

Denial

Dear Blog,

Today I have a confession to make...

After almost a year I tried to prevent myself from liking somebody...I am upset to announce that when I finally did open up my heart to like this one guy...who was so nice to me for several months..he just suddenly decided to disappear from my life..

After the accident, I became more concerned about him..and I actually thought,that something could work out between us. But I was wrong..I should have guessed,that he only pops up into my life whenever he feels like it..and become invisible again as he wishes..

I should have never opened my heart to like anyone in the 1st place..It hurts.. :(

Now that this has happened..Let the Ice Queen heart emerge once again...

Happy 25th Birthday to ME !!

Just a short post..coz i'm tired already..hehe..

25th July 2009...my 25th birthday..and I had a blast!
Have uploaded photos on facebook..and will find time to write about the events here..(try my best)..hehe!

Thanks again to everyone..for the wishes, treats, and bday presents! love u all!!
Muaxxxx!!!

Autobots...Transform!

Yeah..finally...I got to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen last Friday..huhu...

Most importantly..I got to watch it with him..hihihi..*blushing*

The day started awful..but I'm glad it ended so perfectly well..(well..almost perfect!) Let me tell you the chronology...

Morning..woke up to a nightmare! Got so worried after i dreamt of something awful..no need to write here..not worth remembering! then 2 person at the office..can't stop yacking about the past!..duhh..at this point..i don't really care what u guys think..i have 2 more working days left and then I AM FREE BEBEH!!! ;p

Evening..4 hours before the movie screens....He's still at the office!!!! I'm already at Damansara..and he is still at the office!uwaaaaaaaa.......Tension...he said that some stupid server malfunctioned and he had to fix it...WTF..not at this moment! You gotta be joking!..ughh...there goes my dinner date..so i waited...i waited..and waited...7.30pm..still waiting..(already pissed of) and started sending text messages to let him know how i feel *hahaha..evil laugh* (now i am laughing..but when i was there sulking alone..it wasn't funny at all !....then when he called...i cried! almost automatically...i cried saying that if he doesn't come and watch the movie with me..that's it ! (u can understand my frustration rite!...huhu)

So he told me...politely..trying to calm me down..wait at the cinema..he will try and come as soon as possible...hmm...with my hopes up high again..i followed..and waited for him at the cinema..movie is at 9pm...and not long after..around 8pm..he texted me.."I'm on the way" ...My heart was screaming...of joy of course..huhu..! =)

He came on time..still trying to make me smile...(i was obviously still mad coz he made me wait so long!)..but yeah..he succeeded...he made me smile..all the way...until the end of the day..me-so-happy!!! The movie was good..but i liked the 1st one better..felt a little "geli" watching Megan Fox when at the back of my mind..still wondering if she really was a Man! hehe...

Life is so unpredictable rite? We can only plan things would work out the way we want..and if it doesn't, being human beings..we tend to get frustrated easily..

Thank God that nite..everything turned out to be good for me..with a few bumps here and there..I'm glad..it went well..I'm the happiest girl that nite..hehe...still smiling till today...!! =)

And yea...this post doesn't really have anything to do with Transformers..hehe..tataaa guys!! ;p

Ehem...

Rindu sama dia....!

Words cannot describe how much I miss him...at this point..rite this moment..haih..angin..sampaikan rinduku padanya..hehe..(Jiwang siot!)

Hope to see you soon...Hugs!

Gudnite!

Latest photo!

Lately I've been feeling a little anxious for a lot of reasons...sigh..I hope I can just get thru this phase quickly...I hate being worried and stress and tension! you name it..I think its almost a mixture of emotions and the feeling is totally uncool!

Anyway..just felt like uploading my latest picture..(To cheer myself up!) ...This was taken during my graduation dinner as a BTA..yes..I finally completed the program..and soon off to my new role in Cyberjaya..wish me luck!

And see that new pink dress..I bought it in Surabaya for only RM20..! hehe..I like!! Also would like to upload my currently favorite saxophone player, Julian Smith, from Britain's Got Talent 2009. He is also known as Joolz Gianni and won 3rd place in this competition..So enjoy the music! ;)

Tagged by Jehan

Sorry ya Miss Jehan..lama tak buat tag2 ni..but this one I like! I have to do it..hehe..

1st, download your favourite photo using effects at photofunia

I chose this template:

1. Do you think you are HOT?
Yezza..I'm hot bebeh...even tho i'm a bit phat..but yeah...i'm huggable! ;p

2. Why do you like this picture?
Because it's so colorful and it fits well with this pic..

3. When was the last time you ate pizza?
Just now..hehe..had it for dinner at the BITC gath..

4. The last song you listen to?

Dream a Dream by Susan Boyle (youtube)..I love her voice!

5. What are you doing right note besides this?

Chatting with Monica, FB, uploading pics to FB...humming to some songs..thinking of someone..

6. What name u prefer besides yours?
Debbie!!

7. People to tag
Mr A

Yunie

Saiful

Farid

Fairul

Apai

Lily

Noni

Kak Nora

....Wait..I just realize that most of my friends don't blog as often..same like moi'...hehe

8. Who is no.1?
Someone I love very much... =)

9. No.3 is having relationship with?
Currently..i have no idea..but he claims he has a lot of gals...huhu...

10. Say something about no.5?
My ex-collegue...kawan baik...looking forward to meet him again to get my prezzie from tha UK! huhu..

11. How about no.4?
My brother..sedang menuntut di Surabaya..bakal Dentist.. =)

12. Who is no.2
Yunie..my good friend at college...lama tak jumpa ya...hope she's doing ok...

13. Others?
Others what? Do i need to explain about those other people i tag? hehe..mls...tgh mengantoks ni..buat tau..jgn tak buat!

Till next time..nite!!

Misleading entry..eheh

I just came back from meeting some old friends...they read my blog...and they totally misunderstood some stories i wrote here...so today i am going to correct it myself in this post..haha...

I broke up with my ex..and the person i keep posting about in this blog..is someone else..not my ex! hehe...

OK...that's all folks..if i write more..i might spill out something i'm not supposed to.. ;p

Toodles!

Blabbing

There's 16 days left before my contract with BAT ends..Am I excited or what?!!!!
Woooohoooo...!!!

Even tho a bit berat hati to leave my good friends..but am mostly happy and excited to countdown before the new beginning at EDS...a bit nervous too..hope all goes well there...Will definitely try my best...Amin..

Last Thursday Me and Mr A went to watch Terminator: Salvation..I like this version of John Connor of course..lagi macho..hehe...and the movie was nice..I like.. =)
Dpt tgk awal2 lagi la best..boleh action kat org lain..ekeke..ish2..tak baik..huhu..takdela..just happy that I got to see it ..with non other than Mr A...rindu pulak kat dia..since tak dpt jumpe weekend coz his folks were here..takpe..esok plan nak jumpa..and have dinner with him...looking forward..!

On Saturday I went shopping with Monica and plus we had lots of catching up to do..It was also her 1st time driving to Midvalley...and I was glad to be the co-pilot..mission accomplished when we successfully (safely) arrived at Midvalley! ehehehe... =P

Bought myself 4 novels..(really cheap..kempen utk galakkan org membaca!) hehe..and 2 sets of Pierre Cardin lingerie..I like!!!!!!

Ok la..nothing to blab about really..just wanted to update me blog yg rasa cam kesian dia tak diupdate..huhu...till next post..gudnite!

One day in your life

One day in your life
you'll remember a place
Someone's touching your face
You'll come back and you'll look around you

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always waiting
For the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

New Job

I got a new job at EDS as a business analyst... =)

It will be in Cyberjaya..and I will start working there on the 6th of July..Wish me luck in my new role...!

On a separate note...I finally got to meet him this weekend..Both Saturday AND Sunday (Yay!)...On Saturday..we planned to watch a movie..but there wasn't any good one..so we ended up going for shopping..makan2..jalan2...And today (Sunday)..We had breakfast together...then I went to accompany him go house hunting at Tmn Desa...all in all..happy...*smile*

But he made a confession (that I've heard so many times before)...and well..let's just say...I am a bit upset..I still don't want to believe what he said..and I hope he's just saying that to hide the truth..I dunno..It feels so complicated...

Sad story aside, I just want to be happy....with him...while I can...and I appreciate that he still wants to hang out with me...Hope this part of our friendship will last forever..I don't want to lose him..hmm...

Tomorrow is work day..(Boring!) I will officially be leaving BAT on the 30th of June..(Thank God)..But will surely miss my friends there..and of course..those free cigarette rations...huhu...but its OK...It will be a new chapter..new experience..and hopefully I will make new friends in Cyberjaya..*wink*

Till my next update..Toodles~

Sesat

Hahaha...

Today I got lost when trying to find my way back to KL from Cyberjaya...
For heaven's sake...I was just there last week! (But that time..I had Fairul to guide me there)...so make sense why I got lost this time around! hahahahah....

Later in the afternoon...had lunch with Shu-Wen's boss..Pieter..He's from South Africa...and I'm very happy to have had the opportunity to meet him..such a great person...as how Shu-Wen described... =)

On another note..I'm looking forward to meeting that somebody again next week...hehehe...

Hmm...what else...*Fiddling....*

Oh crap! I just remembered that I have to f*cking go to work tomorrow! (Coz today was a lovely day at home - I was on leave..Yahooo!) I just want to leave the company asap...Hopefully I hear good news from the 2 interviews I've been to..Pray hard...Amin..

Will update more...Till then..Good nite peeps!!

Finally.....

HE TEXTED!!

Red Highlights

Hello...Today I went to do my red highlights...at the usual Derrick & Team salon...(at Midvalley)...

I found out my stylist..Tank..is going to leave the salon soon..and open up his new salon..that's good! Can get discount he said..hehe...(Just hope its nearby tho..)
On another note..ade assistant stylist baru kat Derrick & Team, nama dia Kory..not bad..handsome jugak...tapi...dia panggil i akak ! hahahaha...so he must be a young boy...or I just look old ! sheeesh....!! lol...

Anyway...It's 1.15AM and I can't sleep...I still feel dumb and upset because that certain someone still hasn't texted me..Sampai hati...dah lupa kat i ke? =(

If being so lonely feels like this...I am probably not going to take it very well when the actual situation takes place..*Uwaaaaaa..........This is harder than I thought..Its making me so tensed and I'm overloaded with stress! Don't likeeeeee!!!!

Ape2 pon...I have to be strong..this is another test for me...so be patient Farah...hopefully you will get some good news in the end....Hope so ya...Amin...

Interviews & Meet up with Fairul

Hey..It's been a while since I attended any interviews...
Well today I attended 2 ! Haha..the 1st one was scary to the max..the CEO interviewed me and was so grumpy for no reason...The irony was..he put on a very angry face..and was telling me.."Our company is a very people oriented company"...ERRRKKKK!! Wrong!!
Your face tells me the opposite! huhuhu...

Anyway...2nd interview was much better...I might have nailed it..Tapi kita tunggu jela..Still scouting around for the best opportunity..Harap2 dpt yg terbaikkkkk! =)

I also took the chance to visit Fairul in Putrajaya! Yippee....!! Lama sudah tidak jumpe dgn beliau! Seronok skali...Fairul was my friend in DLINK and it's been ages since I last saw him..Terima kasih la belanja mkn and bawa I jalan2 di Alamanda...and showed me around Putrajaya..(jadi tourist sekejap!Nak amik gambar...but he didn't allow me!LOL!)

After my so tiring explorace from Damansara > Putrajaya > Cyberjaya...I singgah sekejap di office to use up the facilities..ngahahaha....I printed 10 copies of my resume..just in case I feel like going to the career fair tomorrow at PWTC..lol !

That's your fault (Blaming my company)...who told you to give me empty promises!?! huh...

Anyway...I'm so happy & satisfied that I got to fill up my Saturday with eventful activities..

But.. when it comes to night time..I start missing that someone AGAIN...its been 3 days...and I still haven't heard any news from him...Is he not going to text me at all? =(
So much for my hopes...hmm....At times like this..I will look back at my previous posts and ask...does this all matter?

I don't like being invisible..Hate it..! God..show me the right path...Amin..

I hate THEM

Both of you b*tch and son of a b*tch are now on the TOP of my "I HATE YOU" list...

You guys disgust me and really hope you will be punished one day...If you're not blind..you should know..its not right to step on other people's head...and stop giving empty promises just so that you can get your filthy work done!

What goes around...comes around...REMEMBER!
What you did to me...SOME DAY...others will do it to you...

I HATE YOU BOTH !! Period.

Invisible Mode

Semester break means I have to be "invisible" for a while...It's only been 1 day..but to me...it felt too long already! Argghh...!!

So to avoid myself being too restless and missing the obvious too much...Let me recap what I've done for the past week...

Wednesday...Met him after work..We had our casual chit chat..sharing our stories...spending time with him is always happy moments for me...

Thursday...He took leave..went to renew his car roadtax and insurance...I had to blardy work..coz tomorrow...is the FINAL presentation for BTA...(nervous mode)

Friday...After presentation..Felt so RELIEVED...I think I did well..felt more confident than last time =)

Again..It's a miracle if I do get this job...6 out of 16 can only survive...huhu...

So to celebrate my success (freedom) from the BTA programme (yg seksa!)..We went to watch STAR TREK ! I loved it! Sylar jadi spoc..huhu..

Saturday...Spent the whole day with him...It was like old times..If I were to post an entry about it here..It would never end!..hehehe..I'd never thought of getting an opportunity like this again...So I was smiling till my ears when I got his invite that morning! It does bring back good memories..and I'm truly happy for that...I guess sometimes its good that we can't predict things ya? Especially if it turns out to be so romantic  =P

Sunday..Rest at home..Called him to just hear his voice.. (hakhak...gedik lak rasa!) 

Monday...Got my ciggarette rations...Met him again..Had dinner and a pleasant evening... =)

But he told me about the semester break and that kinda got me worried a bit..1 week or 4 weeks..!?!!! *sigh*

That night, I sms him..saying I want to see him everyday before the visit...

Tuesday..So far so good...invitation accepted...I think he is going to miss me too..but he was just too ego to admit it! =P

Wednesday..I was on my way back home..I suddenly decided to call him up..and to my suprise...he said..."Come and see me...the visit is tomorrow"....and so I went to see him..

Dinner was interrupted by his friend tagging along..(boring)...So after we said our goodbyes..I salam tgn dia...and asked if I could call him later tonite..

And today..Thursday...I am in the INVISIBLE MODE... =(

Dear XXX...

I'll miss you so much...

I hope the weeks pass by quickly so that I can see you again...

Forget me not...

You take care now...

I Love You...

Yayness!

Yay! Yay! Yay!

I got to out ...which means that my weekend wasn't so boring after all...(appreciate if the other days were occupied too..but yah..what the heck..) at least I don't feel like my weekend was wasted! =)

Today at 9.27am (belum bgn lagi!) I got an sms from my friend (yg dirindui) asking me if I could help pick him up at the bus station..He's on his way back to KL..and I dah 8 hari tak jumpe dia so... hell yeah..of course I would pick him up =P

Dpt la jumpe and spend time with him...Yay..Double Yay..hahahah..I'm just so happy and excited to meet him..

Anyway..We ate at Satay Hj Samuri (Sg Buloh branch)...had our chit chat and catch up..told him about my little battle with a frog last nite...that made him laughed so hard that he looked somewhat adorable at that point...I felt happy just telling him the story...seeing him smile and laugh..makes me feel appreciated!

After that..I sent him home...Owh....He brought me a vegetable (petola) yg ditanam behind his kg house.....and told me to cook it..huhu~! (so sweet!)

Bila dah hantar dia..I went back home..tapau some satay for my family...Mama and Papa came back from Bandung,and still unpacking their stuff as we speak...byk brg..mama biasa la..shopping! =P

So to conclude..I got my happy last minute unplanned outing with non other than Mr A yg baik hati..hehe..Yayness!! Tenkiu...I love you to bits! *wink*

Bored

To think that I would be spending my long weekend full of activities...well..it all just went down the drain..

I planned to go for a picnic..or visit Bukit Tinggi..or mandi sungai..or going on an adventure exploring new places...or just simply a movie...

and none of the above happened!

Instead...I was just sitting at home....trying to find something to do that's hopefully enjoyable and the result.....= nadahhh!....mission failed!

Why? Well..let's just say..when there's a holiday..or long weekend..some people already planned to balik kg..dating dgn boyfren..dating dgn girlfren...and me? Yg single and all alone nih (sheesh..I hate myself now)....ditinggalkan la alone..mcm biasa! Can't complain much can I...? Sape suruh tak cari bf..ahaha...(ingat cari bf ni mcm calling a cab ke..bila u nak..terus ade?!) dang...Sungguh bosan...(and lonely)

Mom and dad kat Bandung pulak tu...Sisters gi dating and lepak with friends..
When I asked them out..sume taknak ikut..FINE...I'll just sit at home..at least save duit kan..Argghh...then wtf am I still complaining?

I think I just miss that someone.."Hey you...Come back quick!..I need to see you...I know you don't get bored seeing me everyday..." =)

Hmm...Ok people..Let me just get back to my boring routine..surf the internet..kemas la ape2 yg patut...I was so bored until I even wash my car instead of sending to car wash hokeh! and Baby Boy also I mandi kan..haha...padan muka..now ur clean and wangi! =P

Till next post..tata..

P/s: Ade final BTA presentation next Friday..wish me luck! =)

Ulu Yam

Hari Sabtu lepas I went to Ulu Yam..

My friend and I went to have dinner there and kitorg singgah sebenter to one of the hutan lipur there that had the sungai...ehehehe...Mula2 teman dia pegi Rawang...then saje2 jenjln ke Ulu Yam...nak hidu fresh air...go to somewhere dingin2 yg tak terlalu panas..plus..dah lama tak pegi sana... =)

Since we didn't plan to go there...(on the spot he tibe2 rasa nak pegi)....of course la I didn't bring along any swim wear! If not...dah lama dah I terjun dlm sungai tu....! Hehehe...tapi takpela..dpt celup kaki pon jadi la...yg penting...dpt gak pegi..yay! happy!!



Ni la gambar I tgh hepi tersengih2 dpt pegi sungai di situ...huhuhu... (nak kata 1st time pegi..tak jugak...tapi teramatlah jarang2 sekali dpt pegi tempat2 gini...so terima kasih la kat my friend sbb bawa I gi sini...tenkiu2 !! Lenkali nak pegi lagi..jgn lupa bawa baju utk mandi! =P

Earth Day Activity

Today, I went to FRIM with Mr A and had a good walking exercise up the Canopy Walk! Well...we didn't reach the top of course...but we still had fun! (and I was terribly exhausted ) when we reached the top of the mountain!Oh wait..is it a hill or a mountain? It felt like forever to reach up there! I also dunno...hahaha...

When we almost ended our walk, only then we realized..."Hey..its Earth day today!" So it felt like we did a cool activity for Earth day and enjoyed the peaceful walk (plus burnt some calories..hehe)...observing nature and appreciating the greens in the forest..hear the birds chirping...some other wildlife creature sounds of the forest...ahh..lovely~

We love earth! Happy! Happy!

Siapa sayang saya...Angkat tangan!

Is there anybody out there who really loves me?

hukhuk...feeling lonely tonite.... =(

I need a hug...!

I don't care !

I still love you....

I don't want to forget you...

No matter what...I would not let it happen...

I don't care what people say...they can hate me or say bad things to me...I don't care...

I still love you....

Everybody Knows ~John Legend~

It gets harder every day, but I can't seem to shake the pain
I'm trying to find the words to say, please say
It's written all over my face, I can't
Function the same when you're not here
I'm calling your name and no one's there
And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy,
I still can't believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
'Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

I don't care what the people say
They brought it all in anyway
Baby don't fill up your head with he-said, she-said
It seems like you just don't know
The radio's on, you tuning me out,
I'm trying to speak, you're turning me down
And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy,
I still can't believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
'Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Oh I wish you'd understand
Oh, just an ordinary man
Listen we'd have known
Everybody knows, but nobody really knows
And I know one day you'll see, nobody has it easy
I still can't believe you found somebody new
I wish you the best, I guess.

'Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Psychoanalyze yourself!

Copied this from Ejannz... =)

Psychoanalyze yourself! Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means at the end. (No cheating!)

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you?
.Az

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
.Tiger

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
.Fear

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house. How big is it?
.Palace big!

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
.No - very2 spacious garden

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
. On it is a vase with flowers (in the middle) around it is the chairs, and a butler standing beside the table ready to serve =P

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
.Mug with decorated flowers

8. What do you do with the cup?
. Pick it up, keep it in the kitchen

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself at: what type of water?
. Lake

10. How will you cross the water?
. Boat

The ANSWERS

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.
.Very..obviously

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
.ERrkk...

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
.Fear? OK..understandable..hmm...

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.
.Yay.At least I know I am ambitious to solve it =)

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.
.Good...

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
.Happy..Happy..got butler some more! =P

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
.Mug? What's the relation..hmmm...

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
. OK..sensible?huhu...

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
. Lake? wahahhaa....

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
. Boat? OK...try to ease things using facilities..I guess..huhuh...