When people don't take you seriously...

As title above...today I feel the maximum depression when all things around me just don't turn out right..

People close to me don't take me seriously..causing me to be angry, sad and very2 stressed out!
They think I'm fooling around when I am dead serious...They laugh when I'm actually crying...(CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT!!!)...and they insult me by doing things behind my back...

Oh whyyyyyy?? Why is this happening to me! I've had enuff crying for today..and I don't want to be upset anymore..Raya is just around the corner..So why do these people keep torturing me? Where is all the forgiveness and love? *Sigh*

This is a test from God..Farah u HAVE to be strong..Keep your chin up..and BE STRONG!