Sunday, February 7, 2010

A Calm-Myself-Down Post

Prior to below's entry of freaking out post...I've decided to do another entry..to calm myself down..

YES, lately I have been stressed about something..But I've gotta distract myself from thinking too much..let's think happy thoughts here shall we...hmmm..what have we got:

1. Managed to clear of 2 things from my 2010 list; Fixed my car handle door and also tinted my lovely2 precious Gen II..hehe...It's reddish bronze..and I like it ! :)

2. Found out along's baby...sudah nampak heartbeat! Yay! Alhamdulillah..

3. Fairuz's new apartment ada swimming pool..best gile! Maybe boleh pegi sana swim..hehe..

4. Watched Tooth Fairy last weekend..not bad..

5. Met Fiona last week too..along with Donovan and Sam..had loads of fun and laughs...most importantly got to catch up with everyone..

6. Still thinking how my future is going to be...too much thinking (oh wait..this is not happy thoughts)...stop right there...moving on to no. 7

7. Thinking of getting a new hairstyle...postponing it..coz I have no idea what else to do..rebonding again?

8. Got rid of CIMB..yeay! Next is Commonwealth of Australia (CBA)...bit scared coz it's a bigger account..but..I accept the challenge! Hopefully..it's better for my career progression..Amin.. :)

9. Farid is here...he bought me a cool t-shirt - thanks!

10. And finally..I hope that I can get thru this...Please2 pray for me that everything will be alright...that I will be sane and still able to find happiness in my life..Amin

Till next post..(I hope there will be more interesting ones to write about)..Take care! :)


Arghhhh!!


She stopped using them...meaning...what??
Are they going to...Arghhhh...scary!! freaking out...!! Stop!! Don't want to think about it!! Arghhhh!!

Please God, you know what I've been praying for...Please help me...Amin...


Thursday, February 4, 2010

Too honest is not good?

Is being too honest not good? Or do I just suck at doing it?
Today I accidentally confessed to a friend, that I was tired of hearing her lecture me 24/7 and also smashing me at almost every word I say...
She always said it's meant to be a joke..But if I hear ppl scolding me, lecturing me, nagging me everytime..and every word that comes out from my mouth, she needs to pin down..Don't you think I'd get very tired and annoyed?

So what I've been doing to overcome this situation (being annoyed..then for nothing might scold her back) is to actually avoid her slowly..trying not to be so obvious...but I guess this didn't work...

She asked me why I don't join her for lunch anymore, etc..etc, provoking me with questions..and poof..I became a little bit too honest..and told her how I felt..as a result...she didn't like it :(

So is it my fault now? Sigh..Confusion..Confusion..Of course I tried my best to filter my sentences..but I guess it just didn't come out rite? Uhhh...I don't know..I mean, she nag me all day long, boleh plak..the minute I say something similar..I'm the bad guy? Somehow..I feel that's not fair..Maybe some ppl can't take constructive comments? And she is suppose to be older than me..sheesh!

Thank God, at the end of the day, we pretend as if nothing happened..So I guess it's ok between us? (is it?) But yeah..Too honest is probably not so good...to a certain extent..maybe? Bahh..I don't care...It happened already...Move on...Move on...


Sunday, January 31, 2010

Try sleeping with a broken heart

Ok..lagu ni....sgt...sedeyy..uwaaa...jgn bersedih lagi ! Anyway..enjoy the song...

Friday, January 29, 2010

Redbox Karaoke IOI Mall

Hahaaha..sempat lagi bermain internet pree kat sinih..sbb tgh tunggu kul 6 baru dpt masuk session kitorg..smpi kul 12 ok boleh melalak! tapi of cos...wa cinderella...so kena balik sblm kul 12..hahaha...

This time karaoke with my office mates...last sunday karaoke with my friend..kat redbox gak..but the curve..ni musim2 berkaraoke agaknya...Gaji masuk...terus spend! Bagus!! :P

Anyway..this place is quite cool..ada 2 laptop and tempat lepak utk customers yg mcm we all tgh tunggu session ni..buffet looks nice..byk gak choice...tunggu nak rasa je kejap lagi

Okeylah..saje je update coz ada masa and paling penting..ada internet free! hahahaha...let's go sing our hearts out! Adios!!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Fight for this LOVE ~Cheryl Cole~



Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Now every day ain't gon' be no picnic
Love ain't a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

I don't know where we're heading I'm willing and ready to go
We've been driving so fast we just need to slow down and just roll

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Pamper Me

Heyya...

Satu kerja selesai from my 2010 To-Do list...! Yippee!

I went for facial last saturday kat Sunway..and now muka ku ala2 kilat sket..haha..baru 60% cina tu ckp..sbb kena buat lagi skali in 2 months time..Byk tul dia picit..sampi luka2 gak la muka I...tahan sakit jela..nak cantik punye pasal! hahaha...

Besides facial, I also had my skin tags removed on neck (left side)..guna laser ok! Terkejut akak! I wasn't told its going to use laser..adoiyai..ini lagi pedih! Rasa cam terbau something hangus jek dlm bilik tu..hahahaa...nasib baik tak byk skin tags..aunty tu ckp..dia kasi test dulu...if OK i tak sakit..next time boleh buang right side lak..ada lagi 2-3 ketul..hmm..mahu lagi kah? ahaha..I'll think about it in 2 months time :P

I also trim my hair sket..and buat treatment..and dapat la rambut lion king ku diturunkan volumenya SEDIKIT! lol...da lion king tu..lion king jela kannn...nanti i buat rebonding la..but now now..pitih tak cukup..hehe..

I won't upload any pics..since camera tak berapa power lagi nak amik muka2 close up nih..Bila la nak dpt camera ni..*angan2 mode*....

Anyway..next project to complete off my To-Do list is my car ! Oh kereta kesayangku..bila la nak hantar kau gi service...betulkan pintu..betulkan tempat charger...letak new tint..adeh..byk tu...need to find time for my car! Oh sorry dear GenII..I've been neglecting youu... :P

Oraitlah..ini saja entry merepek utk kali ni..mama baru je balik dr kenduri kawen ex-general TUDM and dia ckp..ada Siti Nurhaliza kat wedding tu..fuyohh..kaya! Sapa nak nyanyi plak kat my wedding nanti? Hahahaha... :P