Happy birthday

Happy birthday to you....

Sgt seronok dpt jumpa..walaupun kejap..but you gave me us a sweet 45 mins memory that I will never forget on your birthday! Hope you liked the simple surprise...and cake of course..and I know, like me, you also enjoyed today...

:)

Semoga you panjang umur, murah rezeki, sihat selalu, success dunia akhirat..May Allah bless you...and remember..I'm always here for you..Love you so much! Muaxx!

I dedicate this song to the birthday boy on his 29th birthday (The song we karaoke'd together) :

Title : Tercipta Untukku (Ungu feat Rossa)

Menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Chorus:
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tahu
Ku slalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Sungguh hanyalah dirimu yang aku cintai
Dan sungguh ku kan di sisimu hingga ku mati

Chorus:
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tahu
Ku slalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Feeling captivated

My morning started of rough coz I got scolded by someone..

But I didn't want that to spoil the rest of my day, so I decided to go shopping on my own..and the damage....RM506.05 in 4 hours!! hahaha...4 bloody hours! lol~!!

My salary isn't even in yet..but yea..I had to buy a lot of things that I need ..pronto ! Eg: Contact lenses, solution, saline, hair moisturiser, Dawood's wedding present, etc...and I also got myself a pair of Crocodile sandals..that was on sale..hehehe.. :P

Anyway..I realized later that I went shopping alone..and it occurred to my mind that its somewhat sad..the situation..me, alone shopping...so I became a bit frustrated...but.....

I decided to fight again this lonely feeling, and was tempted to do something that can cheer me up. So I went to visit Aleesya, Fikri's daughter. She was admitted to the Serdang hospital because she had an infection in her blood. So I thought, why not pay her a visit. This will be the 1st time aunty Farah visits Aleesya..hehe..She's so adorable..and cute! She's getting better..Thank God for that..When I saw her smile, I thought, wow..it does make you feel better when you see others happy..

Then after visiting baby Aleesya, I felt like I wanted to do more meaningful things..Today is mom and dad's anniversary..they went for honeymoon at Le Meridien hotel..so I thought, why not..let's surprise them! So I drove to their hotel and bought some cupcakes and cookies and took pics with them..Once again..when I saw mom and dad smiling non stop, I thought, yes..this feeling inside of me is definitely jubilant! I feel so happy as well !

So there you go, I didn't let the scolding get to me..and I had a good day after all..I hope tomorrow will be better..I really do...Till next post, gdnite peeps! :)

Thinking Out Loud

I want to tell you....I like you...

I want to tell you...I feel so happy around you...

I want to tell you...I wish things were different for us...

I want you to know that...I still think of you..all the time..

I want you to know that...I miss you...

I want you to know that...You mean the world to me...

I wish we had more time..

I wish we were given a chance...

I wish you know all this...

......

But....

I know...that's just my dream...

I know...that I have to wake up...

I know...that its time to move on...

and I know..that its not easy...but I will try...

...because I love you...

Girl Wars Online

OMG..welcome to online games Farah..!!

I shudn't have started playing..now I can't stop! haha..Thank God its not in Facebook, or else I wouldn't be doing anything else but play those games!

If you have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm currently playing Girl Wars Online via Ipod Touch. ( Mind you, its only available either on Ipod Touch or Iphone...which is annoying, coz I that means I have to constantly look at my gadget like every 5 to 10 mins?! ) hahaha...Ok2..serious...Its actually an online game ( a silly game I tell you ) that let's you do girlie stuff like cat fights, buy apparels, apartments, cars, go to the spa and etc..

From CNNi Report :

Girl Wars Online is the newest game from the creators of iMob and iVampires. Once again to become one of the best at Girl Wars you have to add Girl Wars Codes by inviting people using their Girl Wars Friend Codes. You can find the most comprehensive list of Girl Wars Codes at GirlWarCodes.com

At GirlWarCodes.com all you have to do is add your code to their database for free and watch the invites roll in. You can bump your code to the top of the list every 60 minutes, which will get you hundreds more members of your crew. You can also have the option to have your code bumped automatically every 15 minutes for a fee of $3.

(and NO!! I DON'T PAY!!) =P

Ridiculous right! I'm becoming like a 14 yr old again! hahaha..

But Ok lah..no harm what..once I get bored, I'm sure I'll ditch it..lol~!!

At least my Ipod Touch is ON and ACTIVE most of the time now...ehehehe..

Here's a screen shot of how the game interface looks like..and oh yea..did I tell you, there's also cheat codes available if you Google!!! hahahahahaha....

Kiss Me

My favourite karaoke song - I never get tired of singing this.. :)

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

[Chorus:]
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

[Chorus (repeat)]

My 100th Post

Wow..lembapnya!!

Dah bertahun2 ada blog..only today I managed to blog my 1ooth post..ahahaha..

Like i said, I blog once in a blue moon, and I love you! hehe... :)

Anyway..today I feel like letting out something that I've been keeping to myself for a very long time..very...very...long time....

Why am I so bloody jealous? That is the question...hmmm..

Whenever I get to know a guy..the minute we become close, there's always a situation that will somehow make me introduce him to my girl friends..nak gi mkn, member ni nak ikut, nak gi shopping..member lagi satu ni nak ikut...so I got the habit of just introducing this person to my circle of girl friends....

What I've come to realize after that makes my stomach twitch inside and there's a constant sound at the back of my head that keeps cursing or bitching..coz u know why? The guy suddenly becomes good friends with my girlfriends....and me? nadaaa....zero...kosong!! It's like nothing ever happened between us...just like that...

Now tell me again, why the hell am I so bloody jealous?

And tell me again, why do all these girl friends of mine get the guys attention, EVERY SINGLE TIME??!!

Are they prettier than me? Are they nicer than me? Do guys only want pretty girls? THE UGLY TRUTH - YES!

Sometimes, a small part of me, regret even introducing my friends to any guy I know..coz at the end of the day..sure aku tak dilayan punya...he will just be interested to know my other pretty friends...and ONCE AGAIN...I'm just a bridge to that person..

So tell me people, what do I do? What the hell am I suppose to do? Sigh...

Karaoke Box and Pool

Heyya,

How's everybody?

Recently I went to few to karaoke with my friend. We had a blast. Wanna share with you the discovery i found out about these karaoke places..haha..

We 1st went to Red Box - since I've been here several times, its safe to say, its very updated..and all the songs are new..hit list..whatever u call it..but my goodness..the price..errkk....so expensive..of course, we had to go there during the peak hour la kan..ahha..so no surprise about the price hike there..RM40++ per head and tit bits = WAJIB beli ! Ok..ridiculous..! huhu..so 2 org was about RM100++..nevertheless..i still enjoyed myself to the max coz me and my friend were singing our hearts out and enjoying the luxury of this place..i like..class gitu! :)

2nd time we wanted to go to Neway - my friend kata murah..pegi2 sana..(again during the peak hour la kan)..hmm..sama jugak..the price for the tit bits was even more expensive! RM11 for peanuts okehh..another rubbish..and WAJIB beli kalo nak nyanyi! haha..

So cancel plan to go karaoke - until we bumped into a small corner at the bowling alley (btw, this is at 1utama)...a row of boxed room - tadaaa! karaoke jamban! yayyy!!! It was cheaper indeed..and no need to purchase tit bits..RM1 per song and they gave u plug and play mics to bring to the small boxed room..cute..haha..
We only wanted to spend about 1 hour plus, so 20 songs was just nice..which equals to RM20 ! CHEAPPPOOO!! huhu...the only downside about this karaoke box was the mic wasnt that good..tak brapa power org kata..haha..but it's tolerable..as long as u shout ur lungs out to the mic..gerenti org kat bilik sblh leh dgr..hehehe..

So kesimpulannya,kalo time2 sengkek..boleh la anda ke karaoke jamban..and if tgh kaya, gaji baru masuk, and ramai kawan nak kongsi2..anda boleh ke red box/neway dan sewaktu dgnnya...dua2 pon best..and dua2 pon ada pros and cons nya..yg penting we enjoy bebeh!

After that, my friend took me to play pool..this was i think my 1st time playing it for real..and surprise..surprise..i kinda like it too..even tho my teknik pemegangan kayu pool sudah tentu need more practice..but i can definitely shoot those balls into the hole beb..beginners luck kot! huhu..thanks a bunch to my friend for introducing me to this new sport..ekekek...

Here's a picture of me trying to fully concentrate on the game (konon2) ...see my eyes..so bulat..hahaha..enjoy!!

Something's wrong with me

I can feel it...but what..what is it..what is this feeling that is making me restless....???

Do I enjoy being a part of this? Everything around me...Is it for real? Is it a test?
Is it against the law? Is it the right thing to do? What's going to happen to me? What's going to happen to them? Are all people around me crazy? Am I crazy? huhu...( I think I am!)

Sheesh...I always say go with the flow..but now flow seems to be here and there...Am I lost? Is my brain starting thinking straight? Oh gosh..too many questions..I'm having a headache..Sigh...