I am Araiztocrat

Long time no update

2011-06-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

Heyya peeps...

I dun think anybody is reading this..

Well just remembered I have a blog..ROTFL..so wanna do some updating even too it's way too late..

Some bullet points for my updates maybe? LOLOLOL

1. I got promoted to take on over a bigger account this year.. YAY (really?!) Bad side - more work..Good side - might get more moolahs..(let's hope!) :D

2. I went to Umrah..Alhamdulillah..selamat pergi dan balik..had the most wonderful experience there..and wanna go again..InsyaAllah...

3. We got total of 10 cats now..Mika delivered 6 kittens..and Tyra is now pregnant! YAY!!

4. I think I have someone who actually cares for me now..hehe..but prolly too early to say...but I'm happy to be around him..and vice versa..let's see how it goes ya? :D

5. Our family went to Bandung just before the Umrah trip! Shopping!3x...need I say more? LOL

6. I won tickets to watch Magical Musical (West End Production) from Fly FM...it was so romantic and fun! I would recommend everyone to watch it!

7. I am actively going to the gym..at least once a week! HAHAH :P

8. I went to Genting..and went for all the fear factor rides..including the solero shot! Syiok I tell you!! Wanna go again!!!!!

9. I went wall climbing - fear factor no. 2 !! Syiokkk also I tell you! heheh...

10. I am mostly broke nowadays - need to find a way to save up more money..heading to the bank soon to change all my coins..LOL!!! :P

So here are the top 10 things I remember to blog about this time..really..I think I might have just become more lazy to update blog...We shud just be able to record our memories or sumting in the future..hahaha...who knows? Till next post (dunno when)...ciao!! :D

My latest crush

2010-09-28T22:13:00.003+08:00

Here he is...Moose from Step up 3D..he's just a kid I know..but he's so adorable and can really dance! :P

Selamat Berpuasa

2010-08-18T18:23:00.002+08:00

Cakk...I'm back..hahaha

Rasa-rasanya tidak terlambat untuk wish semua org selamat berpuasa and selamat beramal pada bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini..moga kita bukan sahaja dpt menahan diri daripada lapar dan dahaga..tapi juga bersabar menahan diri drpd apa jua yg lain..jaga mata..jaga mulut..jaga telinga..jaga tangan, kaki..jaga hati dsb...

Puasa yang ke-8 ni..so far so good..mkn mmg best sbb mama masak..and 2 kali dpt mkn kerabu..yahooo..sedapnyaa...! Skrg ni pon tgh cepat2 nak abiskan keje..supaya leh cuti dgn tenang..amin..InsyaAllah..go! go! Farah..

Cuma terdpt satu kisah sadis berlaku Isnin lepas..iaitu...my telekung favorite..telah diambil org...dgn bag2 telekungnya sekali !! Uwaa..bulan puasa pon ada org nak mencuri ke..sob..sob...hari2 duk check kat surau..ada lagi ke tak telekung tu..malangnya tiada..Moga2..pencuri tu insaf dan pulangkan balik..tak baik tau curi brg org..tak tahu ke berdosa! ish....ish....ish..

Lain-lainnya..Alhamdulillah..enjoying my puasa time..dpt buka puasa dgn family dan kawan2..rezeki..terima kasih tak terhingga Ya Allah.. :)

Moga2 Ramadhan kali ini..kita semua dpt byk2 beramal kepada-Nya..dan mohon supaya puasa dan ibadat kita diberkati Allah SWT..Amin..Mari sama2 mengejar pahala berganda2! InsyaAllah...

Selamat berpuasa to everyone...take care!

MALAS

2010-08-01T01:04:00.003+08:00

I think i might stop blogging! Betul kaaaa??

Reason : MALAS...

Ayarkk...see how laaa...I am so lazy to update this blog..hmmm

Smile

2010-05-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

Smile, though your heart is aching

Smile, even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You'll get by...

If you smile

With your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just...

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching

Smile, even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You'll get by...

If you smile

Through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile

Puck OR Finn

2010-05-15T00:47:00.005+08:00

Hehee..this is a silly post for me to de-stress myself from the reality in this world..

I am confused whether to have my boy crush on Finn or Puck? LOL..Btw,if you don't know who they are..they are from the series GLEE..! :)

Fin is so sweet, gentleman, shy at times but really2 expressive when he sings..not to mention cute! *melting*

But Puck is also bad-ass sexy..and bad...and sexy..and? What else..heheh...He tries to be nice..and that's really2 sexy.. *melting again*

Which one do you like? Aaaa...Drooling...huhu...

Wedding bells season again

2010-05-09T22:10:00.004+08:00

A lot of my friends are getting married this month and also next month..It's that time of the year again where happy couples finally tie the knot..I'm so happy for you guys..

But it leaves me wondering, when will I be sending wedding invitations of my own wedding? huhu..funny...people always tell me, I'm still young..and got a long way to go..but reality check..I'm 26 this year..and not growing younger.. :P

My parents got married at around this age..My elder sister got married at 26..me? I'm not saying I'm ready to get married..but I haven't found the right person. Well, correction. I have found mr right, but too complex ? I dunno..

I must learn to appreciate things more often,then maybe I will see the clear picture ahead of me.
As for mr right. I'll keep praying you are the one for me. Tak salah doa kan? If you're meant for me, I'm sure you will always be mine until the end. Amin..Allah knows what's best for me.InsyaAllah..

Selamat pengantin baru kepada yg akan berkahwin tak lama lagi. Wish you all the best! :)

Cupcakes from Lily

2010-04-15T22:00:00.004+08:00

Thanks Lily for these wonderful cupcakes...Sangat comel !! Sape2 berminat, boleh klik sini :

Nikon

2010-03-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

He bought me a new camera! Nikon digital camera! Yahooo! I love it! I love you! Thank youuuu!! Muahhhh!!

I have nothing else to write about....

2010-02-27T23:14:00.003+08:00

Except my pathetic love life that is going no where..

Everytime I open my blog to tell a story about my life...

All that I feel like telling the world is how depressed I am...

It bothers me that I can't write about anything fun anymore...

Arghhhhh!!!

I thought blogging was suppose to be easy...But all I feel like doing is pouring out nonsense..all over again...

Wish sometimes I could just freeze time..but then again..what for?

Drowned

2010-02-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

I've always wondered if I could love anybody else anymore..If I could accept anybody in my life ever again..Everything that has happened to me, makes me reject oppurtunities..or should I say..gets me rejected?

How do you love someone, if you can't forget your past?

Boy Meets Girl

2010-02-10T22:27:00.006+08:00

Here's another classic story of Boy meets girl...

Boy was introduced to girl..girl was always friendly..as usual..
Boy was at first shy..but then..looks more relaxed the next day..

Boy wanted to go lunch together with girl..

Girl happily accepted..

Boy was the goody2 type..asked the girl to bring company..coz not used to just eating alone (just the 2 of them)

Girl..once again...happily got a girlfriend to join them for lunch...

Ladidadida..Cut the story short...

Boy, girl and girlfriend talked a lot of stuff over lunch..

Boy had more things in common with girlfriend..

Girl starting to get a bit lost..but..what the heck...act normal...

Next day....boy chats with girl..

and suddenly..

Boy asks about girlfriend....

WHY AM I NOT SURPRISED????

Girl..trying to be normal..answered boy's question about girlfriend..

Next day..Boy chats with girl again..and ONCE AGAIN, boy asked about girlfriend...

This time..girl realized,this is going no where...time to get the girlfriend into the picture..
So hey..conference chat..boy, girl and girlfriend..but obviously..only boy and girlfriend talking..

My role in this life..is probably just to hook up other people with their new partners...instead of getting one for myself...Need I say more?

Sekian...terima kasih..

A Calm-Myself-Down Post

2010-02-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

Prior to below's entry of freaking out post...I've decided to do another entry..to calm myself down..

YES, lately I have been stressed about something..But I've gotta distract myself from thinking too much..let's think happy thoughts here shall we...hmmm..what have we got:

1. Managed to clear of 2 things from my 2010 list; Fixed my car handle door and also tinted my lovely2 precious Gen II..hehe...It's reddish bronze..and I like it ! :)

2. Found out along's baby...sudah nampak heartbeat! Yay! Alhamdulillah..

3. Fairuz's new apartment ada swimming pool..best gile! Maybe boleh pegi sana swim..hehe..

4. Watched Tooth Fairy last weekend..not bad..

5. Met Fiona last week too..along with Donovan and Sam..had loads of fun and laughs...most importantly got to catch up with everyone..

6. Still thinking how my future is going to be...too much thinking (oh wait..this is not happy thoughts)...stop right there...moving on to no. 7

7. Thinking of getting a new hairstyle...postponing it..coz I have no idea what else to do..rebonding again?

8. Got rid of CIMB..yeay! Next is Commonwealth of Australia (CBA)...bit scared coz it's a bigger account..but..I accept the challenge! Hopefully..it's better for my career progression..Amin.. :)

9. Farid is here...he bought me a cool t-shirt - thanks!

10. And finally..I hope that I can get thru this...Please2 pray for me that everything will be alright...that I will be sane and still able to find happiness in my life..Amin

Till next post..(I hope there will be more interesting ones to write about)..Take care! :)

Arghhhh!!

2010-02-07T23:30:00.002+08:00

She stopped using them...meaning...what??

Are they going to...Arghhhh...scary!! freaking out...!! Stop!! Don't want to think about it!! Arghhhh!!

Please God, you know what I've been praying for...Please help me...Amin...

Too honest is not good?

2010-02-04T00:09:00.006+08:00

Is being too honest not good? Or do I just suck at doing it?

Today I accidentally confessed to a friend, that I was tired of hearing her lecture me 24/7 and also smashing me at almost every word I say...
She always said it's meant to be a joke..But if I hear ppl scolding me, lecturing me, nagging me everytime..and every word that comes out from my mouth, she needs to pin down..Don't you think I'd get very tired and annoyed?

So what I've been doing to overcome this situation (being annoyed..then for nothing might scold her back) is to actually avoid her slowly..trying not to be so obvious...but I guess this didn't work...

She asked me why I don't join her for lunch anymore, etc..etc, provoking me with questions..and poof..I became a little bit too honest..and told her how I felt..as a result...she didn't like it :(

So is it my fault now? Sigh..Confusion..Confusion..Of course I tried my best to filter my sentences..but I guess it just didn't come out rite? Uhhh...I don't know..I mean, she nag me all day long, boleh plak..the minute I say something similar..I'm the bad guy? Somehow..I feel that's not fair..Maybe some ppl can't take constructive comments? And she is suppose to be older than me..sheesh!

Thank God, at the end of the day, we pretend as if nothing happened..So I guess it's ok between us? (is it?) But yeah..Too honest is probably not so good...to a certain extent..maybe? Bahh..I don't care...It happened already...Move on...Move on...

Try sleeping with a broken heart

2010-01-31T01:05:00.005+08:00

Ok..lagu ni....sgt...sedeyy..uwaaa...jgn bersedih lagi ! Anyway..enjoy the song...

Redbox Karaoke IOI Mall

2010-01-29T17:38:00.002+08:00

Hahaaha..sempat lagi bermain internet pree kat sinih..sbb tgh tunggu kul 6 baru dpt masuk session kitorg..smpi kul 12 ok boleh melalak! tapi of cos...wa cinderella...so kena balik sblm kul 12..hahaha...

This time karaoke with my office mates...last sunday karaoke with my friend..kat redbox gak..but the curve..ni musim2 berkaraoke agaknya...Gaji masuk...terus spend! Bagus!! :P

Anyway..this place is quite cool..ada 2 laptop and tempat lepak utk customers yg mcm we all tgh tunggu session ni..buffet looks nice..byk gak choice...tunggu nak rasa je kejap lagi

Okeylah..saje je update coz ada masa and paling penting..ada internet free! hahahaha...let's go sing our hearts out! Adios!!

Fight for this LOVE ~Cheryl Cole~

2010-01-20T00:04:00.005+08:00

Too much of anything can make you sick

Even the good can be a curse

Makes it hard to know which road to go down

Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?

Are we sitting in reverse?

It's just like we're going backwards

I know where I want this to go

Driving fast but let's go slow

What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone

There's always a place in me you can call home

Whenever you feel like we're growing apart

Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitting's out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Now every day ain't gon' be no picnic

Love ain't a walk in the park

All you can do is make the best of it now

Can't be afraid of the dark

Just know that you're not in this thing alone

There's always a place in me you can call home

Whenever you feel like we're growing apart

Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitting's out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

I don't know where we're heading I'm willing and ready to go

We've been driving so fast we just need to slow down and just roll

Anything that's worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitting's out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Pamper Me

2010-01-17T23:00:00.003+08:00

Heyya...

Satu kerja selesai from my 2010 To-Do list...! Yippee!

I went for facial last saturday kat Sunway..and now muka ku ala2 kilat sket..haha..baru 60% cina tu ckp..sbb kena buat lagi skali in 2 months time..Byk tul dia picit..sampi luka2 gak la muka I...tahan sakit jela..nak cantik punye pasal! hahaha...

Besides facial, I also had my skin tags removed on neck (left side)..guna laser ok! Terkejut akak! I wasn't told its going to use laser..adoiyai..ini lagi pedih! Rasa cam terbau something hangus jek dlm bilik tu..hahahaa...nasib baik tak byk skin tags..aunty tu ckp..dia kasi test dulu...if OK i tak sakit..next time boleh buang right side lak..ada lagi 2-3 ketul..hmm..mahu lagi kah? ahaha..I'll think about it in 2 months time :P

I also trim my hair sket..and buat treatment..and dapat la rambut lion king ku diturunkan volumenya SEDIKIT! lol...da lion king tu..lion king jela kannn...nanti i buat rebonding la..but now now..pitih tak cukup..hehe..

I won't upload any pics..since camera tak berapa power lagi nak amik muka2 close up nih..Bila la nak dpt camera ni..*angan2 mode*....

Anyway..next project to complete off my To-Do list is my car ! Oh kereta kesayangku..bila la nak hantar kau gi service...betulkan pintu..betulkan tempat charger...letak new tint..adeh..byk tu...need to find time for my car! Oh sorry dear GenII..I've been neglecting youu... :P

Oraitlah..ini saja entry merepek utk kali ni..mama baru je balik dr kenduri kawen ex-general TUDM and dia ckp..ada Siti Nurhaliza kat wedding tu..fuyohh..kaya! Sapa nak nyanyi plak kat my wedding nanti? Hahahaha... :P

Harus sabar..tabah..

2010-01-16T20:26:00.004+08:00

I've been a very stubborn girl and lately been so rebellious..I HATE IT !!

Ya Allah..sabarkan lah hati hamba-Mu ini...Tabahkan hatiku menghadapi semua ujian-Mu Ya Allah..Amin..

I know that something is going to change in a few months...but don't let this make me stressed out and become crazy!

I pray that everything will be alright...and hope for the best..Amin..

Until I die...I promise

2010-01-14T20:58:00.003+08:00

Dear Mr ....

I want you to know, I will love you until I die...I PROMISE...

Love always,

Farah

2010 To-Do List

2010-01-12T19:17:00.004+08:00

I must start doing all these stuff below before I forget. So here goes my 2010 To-Do List :

1. Service kereta

2. Tint kereta

3. Betulkan pintu kereta (ish..apa semua kereta ni!! )

4. Rebonding (ni lambat2 pon takpe..takde budget...tapi rambut dah mcm lion king! Grrr)

5. Buat facial (harussss...muka dah menunjukkan kesan2 kekeringan)

6. Shopping for my bday present (ada org nak belanja..hehe..)

7. Redeem hadiah from points Jusco, Bonuslink, Mesra..etc.etc...(sblm expired)

8. Byr duit PTPTN (haiyoo..ni da 2 bulan tak byr kot..hampehh)

9. Beli seluar ! Jeans/Pants..(running out of seluar to go to work..pakai skirt baru tau..hahah)

10. Hantar spare modem utk warranty

11. Upgrade laptop to Windows 7 (perlu ke agak2 ??)

12. Cari tiket persembahan yg best kat Istana Budaya..rasa cam nak surprise mom & dad.. :)

13. Birthday present along and mama (coming soon )

14. Burn data2 dlm laptop to DVD as backup @ buy 1 Terabyte external HDD?

15. Siapkan process document utk handover secepat mungkin! (Ini severity 1..sbb kena handover by next week! LoL !

If ada lagi To-Do list..nanti tambah lah kat next entry..for now...

Till next post...Toodles~

Back to work in 2010

2010-01-04T20:44:00.002+08:00

Hellloooooo 2010 !!

Today is my 1st day working back again..after 17 days of the most syiok-est holidayyy in 2009! Yeahoo...!!

I was afraid that I'd get screwed up for the login problems..(maklumla..da lama tak guna laptop ofis)....and guess what...it did happen! hahaha...
Error message : Your account has been suspend ! WTF !! Eh hello, I still work here...kan? lol ~~!

Had so many emails to attend to..and I can't login to my EDS network? Shite..U gotta be kidding me..But Thank God...the day went smooth gak..Alhamdulillah..My Monday turned out no so blues after all....hehehe...I wasn't really affected by the login problem...coz I had other things that I had to do (didn't need me to login to the EDS network)..and by noon, after speaking to some "genius" helpdesk..they manage to rest my password..(duhh..after like 2-3 attempts to call and routed to another dude..and routed again2 before someone actually resolve my problem..!!)

Had some good meal for my lunch as I was so freakin' hungry...so that was good...
And found out that I'm handling CIMB account next month ! Argghh..freakin out..freakin out ! This means I have to train Elaine pronto! Maybe sometime next week for my handover..and Shaw will be training me for CIMB too..woohoo..double bz-ness! :P

Found out that one of our BA's are leaving..like tomorrow ! Oh gosh..baru nak bebaik dgn budak ni..dah nak pindah lak dia...sob..sob..takpela...hopefully we can keep in touch..i think we will.. :)

He resigned within 24 hours - meaning that he has to pay back HP 2x his salary..but no worries...he is rich..Mazda RX8 okey !hahaha..Ape2 pon..wish u all the best dude!

And balik umah je..I pengsan ! That's the rumbling mumbling of my 1st day back at work..tired bukan main..mcm budak baru masuk skolah...ahhahaha...

Hope tomoro and the rest of the week will be better and much "funner" ..yezza..I like! :)

Till next time, that's all folks ! Ciao~!!

P.S : I watched Avatar twice (both 3D and non 3D) and love it !! I SEE YOUUU!! :P

My Avatar

2010-01-03T15:39:00.006+08:00

Yesterday I learned German and the outcome...*drum roll*...Tadaaaaa....!!!

I got this !! My own Avatar!! Hahaha...So here is the photo that I want to "teilen" (In German..which means share) with you....

Enjoy! LOL~~!!!

You may get your own avatar by clicking here. Make sure u understand German..kapish! :)

PD Trip - late entry

2009-12-30T00:28:00.002+08:00

Heyya..

Sorry for this late entry about our team building to PD..

Been really lazy to update my blog coz i'm on holiday mood..hahaha..jgn jeles..sampai thn dpn ok..which is like few more days..(uwaaaa....abis da cuti!! )

Anyway..the trip was from 21/12/2009 until 23/12/2009..and it was AWESOME! Walaupun sbnrnya dah byk kali pegi PD..asyik2 gi PD je utk team building..haha..tapi takpela..yg ni tetap best jugak...

We gathered at cyberjaya ..at the office..and Aaron drove my car all the way to PD..i was to co-pilot and liza as the passenger..about 5 cars went..and sume berconvoy dgn amat gila skali..sampi nak tercabut jantung ku..huhu...

We reached there a bit early so kena pi cari makan dulu before boleh check in..we stayed at Palm Springs hotel..nice place..sponsored by Aaron...and first up..sume gi terjun pool petang tu..sbb panas sgt..

Pool dia cantik..a man-made beach..its got sand and the pool is really like a beach! Impressive..

Selepas sesi gila2 dlm air kolam..we head back to our crib and prepare for BBQ..BBQ was done at one of the PD beaches..tak igt mana satu..but the flat beach la..senang..and yummy2...food was nice..tapi i cam takde mood sgt nak mkn..sbb perut da masuk angin...haha..

Was more excited masa time team building games..i got to play only 1 game (which was enuff for me..will explain later why)..coz i was also the AJK for games..

We had this tiang game..where everybody in their teams had to pusing2 until dizzy and run back to the team..(the best game!) coz got to see my Team Lead and fellow friends tergolek2 cam nangka busuk ! haha..kelakar gila ! kesian ... :P

Next game was the usual amik gula dlm tepung..dan di sini la..wa kena ambush!!#$#@ Q^@U^&#^!! tak guna punya kawan2 ...hahaha..

Ade ke patut..AJK game kena tiup dgn tepung! Abis putih muka tauuu!

Si ramzee ngok..kena baling tepung dgn wa..sbb dia berlagak sgt konon muka bersih..plus dia kena baling belon yg berisi air 2 BIJI ! hahahaha..padan muka ko ramzee :p

Tapi lps tu dia ambush wa..abis...dia baling gak sebaldi air atas daku..muahahahha..abis..kena tepung lagi..kena pasir lagi..kena air ! COMPLETE! hahaha..pastu kena dera pegi kedai mkn dlm keadaan gitu..uwaaa..malu gue...hahaha..tapi pengalaman yg tidak dpt dilupakan..mmg kelakar sume... :)

Esoknya gi melaka (a bit boring) coz penat je sesat2 sana sini..and pegi Jonker Walk tapi kedai2 tak bukak lagi..sigh..so balik la balik ke PD and enjoy lepaking ...esoknyaaa...balik cyber..waa..kejap je..huhu..

Tula cerita team building kitorg kat PD..kalo nak cerita sume kat sini..mmg tak terdaya..skrg ni pon da mls gila..cam nak short cut je sume..haha..so nanti2 la ye...ada masa i upload gambar kat FB..

Till then..happy holidays to all and selamat tahun baru !! :)

Declined!

2009-12-16T00:19:00.003+08:00

For the 1st time ever in my life - my one and only credit card was declined!! WTF !!

Haha..relax..let me explain...

It's true that my cc was declined and I was embarrassed in public (at the Focus Point shop) when I was trying to "swipe" for my new Oakley Revere glasses...Dang! Malunyaaaa....hahaha..

But....there's a big BUT !!

I only had 1k limit...BECAUSE...I bought a laptop few months back and with the installment I made...It had automatically blocked a few thousands from my cc to MAKE SURE that I can pay the laptop every month! (Trick yg amat pandai)....SoOoOoOo....I am left with only 1ooo buckaroolas to spend..or should I say..swipe...from my cc every month! Sigh...!! Double Sigh!

And with this crazy mega sale..year end sale..whatever you call it...I just went overboard of spending RM999 ++ when I forgot that I haven't yet paid for my new Oakleys...Hence..the embarrassing moment that forced me to quickly run (and save my life) to withdraw cash (I repeat..CASH!!!) from the ATM and paid for the glasses...Dang...again! *cursing & cursing & cursing!!* @#^@*&#^*&@!#@#&!@!!!!

Hahaha...

Panic + stress mode tetiba when I found out it was declined ! But then it came to my senses..aahh...I only spent 1oook (That's normal right?)...Thank God..! Imagine if I spent 3k/4k/5k and then my card was declined! Memang pengsan on the spot ! lol ~~!!

Anyway..I am saved by the big ah long in our family..my mom..who let me "BORROW" some cash to pay back my cc...so that I can use my cc again..THIS TIME STRICTLY FOR PETROL !! (Let's all hope it ya) ! *giggles*

Love you ma! Thanks a lot..You saved my life..

And most importantly...lesson learnt..for next month, and the following months to come..for a very2 long time..I need to stop shopping..Or else I will be bankrupt!...Farah..pls la INSAF! plssssss!! hehehe...

I already got what I want..scratch that..I already got what I need..(hehe) so I think I can stop shopping for now... *phew*

Btw, here is my new Oakley that I almost got bankrupt to :

Sangat cantik! :)

Dang! Richie Rich

2009-12-09T19:29:00.003+08:00

Stumbled upon an old article about rich man Sultan Hassanal Bolkiah..and just became very2 jealous of all his property...

I too want my own Boeing Jumbo Jet, I also want 5000 luxury cars, I also want a palace with 1000+ rooms and 5 swimming pools ! WTF !!!! KAYA GILE! haha..

In summary...here's some other stuff he owns as well :

A large chunk of it went on the Sultan’s palace monstrosity that boasts 1,788 rooms and is larger than the Vatican-in a tiny country with just 300,000 inhabitants. When the Sultan’s daughter turned 18 he bought her an Airbus. For himself he prefers his own jumbo jet, originally designed to carry over 400 people.

Amenities include 5 swimming pools, and an air conditioned stable for the Sultan’s 200 polo ponies, a 110-car garage, a banquet hall that can be expanded to accommodate up to 4,000 guests, and a mosque accommodating 1,500 people. The palace was built in 1984 at a cost of around $1.4 billion USD and has 564 chandeliers, 51,000 light bulbs, 44 stairwells, and 18 elevators. It is also a home to a car collection that includes custom-made Ferraris and Bentleys as well as 165 Rolls Royces. Its golden domes, designed by Filipino architect Leandro V. Locsin, and vaulted roofs echo Islamic and Malay architectural influences.

Jerudong Park is an amusement park in Brunei. It is the largest and most expensive amusement park in South East Asia, built and funded by the rich Bruneian government for $1 billion.It seems probable that as more park equipment fails and is not maintained the last few attractions will slowly close

HOUSEHOLD STAFF

$3.5 million to masseuses, acupuncturists
$28 million on housekeeping and maintaining his homes
$3.2 million to badminton coach
$11 million to each of his five PR officers
$96,000 to guard his exotic birdcages

An unknown fortune is also rumored to have been spent on escorts including playboy bunnies and models who are known to have visited the palaces of the sultan and his brother.

LUXURY CARS

531 Mercedes
367 Ferraris
362 Bentleys
185 BMWs
177 Jaguars
160 Porsches
130 Rolls-Royces
20 Lamborghinis

OTHER TRANSPORT

Two Boeings, including a 747-400 jumbo jet, one Airbus, six smaller planes, two helicopters (ANI)

This Airbus 340 aircraft was “remodeled” in Waco. The sinks are solid gold and one of them is Lalique crystal. The Sultan bought the aircraft for roughly $100M; had it flown to Waco, brand-new, had the interior completely removed; and had the folks at E-Systems (now Raytheon) install $120M worth of improvements inside and outside.

Source : RetardZone.com

Wonder what he does with all this stuff....bagi la kat I satu King Hassanal Bolkiah! :P

Dia dah pegi offshore

2009-12-07T22:53:00.001+08:00

Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa......sedihnyaa..........

Last time I nangis when hantar my parents gi Haji..

Now anta dia gi airport utk ke offshore pon..hampir nak menitis air mata....

Rindu daaaaa ...HELP!!!!

Offshore tgh2 laut tu takde signal plak..camne i nak survive ni..tak dpt contact u =(

....

Miss u laaa...hurry up and come back! sob..sob..

Rindu kawan-kawan

2009-12-06T01:17:00.005+08:00

Eh rindu la plak kan kat kawan2 lama..

huhu..

Alam persekolahan :

Kawan2 kat Scotland - Oakgrove Primary school - dah lost contact nih..tinggal Jamie Mc Nab je..tapi dia pon tak slalu main fb... :(

Kawan2 Sekolah Aminudding Baki - especially 5 budi and 3 amanah..

Kawan2 matrik - oii..geng2 gila alagapas and budak2 "syaitan" tu sume..hahaha...

Kawan2 university - budak2 BITC...ftmk..abg2 angkat..adik2 angkat..kakak2 angkat..and my lecturers..especially en nazrul....huhu...

Alam pekerjaan :

Kawan2 Datacom - Dlinkers ...member2 logitech, netgear, microsoft..huhu..micah riddell! :p

Kawan2 BAT - ok..takde la rindu kat sume yg ada kat sana..but still keep in touch kadang2..mostly dgn yg da kuar BAT

Kawan2 EDS/HP - Ok..ni tak rindu sgt..coz masih mode jumpa2 lagi..sbb tgh keje..nanti dah cuti global shutdown..baru terasa rindu kot..ehehe..

Kepada kawan2 sume..just wanna say.."I miss u all" ...byk da yg tak jumpa...but hopefully we can still keep in touch...mungkin suatu hari nanti...Insya-Allah...apa2 pun..take care! :)

Entry Geram

2009-12-01T23:41:00.005+08:00

Asal update status emo kat facebook je..kena hantam balik kat diri sendri...ishhh...!

Suka hati je kata kita ni tak ikhlas...how can u judge someone by just looking at their fb status? Sungguh tak baik tau...

Nama pon "What's on your mind"..so suka hati beta la nak tulis apa2 yg tgh on my mind time tu..tiba2 aku plak kena smash balik..ewah2..melampau sungguh...

Ikutkan hati nak je smash balik..apa hal sibuk..tapi malas nak layan org2 emo when diri sendri pon tgh emo...kang emo + emo = volcano!! hahaha..abisss...

Anyway...I update status gitu because I feel tired ...buat baik....tapi disalah sangka...buat jahat..lagi la org buruk sangka kan? So nak wat camne nih?

Bila comment kat status fb..org kata kita ni nak "something in return"...weihh..if I want something in return..I tak kuasanya nak perabih duit + masa utk bagi / buat benda2 tu in the 1st place..tlg jgn semudah itu buat conclusion..isk..geram pulak...! Sabar..sabar...

Dialog between me and this fella yg membuatkan 1000 tanda tanya di kepala otakku...

Me : Eh nanti Jumaat, I nak bawa something for you all..u dtg ofis tak?

Person : Oh..tak dtg la..I nak gi anta my mom kat spital..

Me : Oh..ala..yeke..hmm..dtg kejap takleh? Or takleh takpela..nanti I simpankan ke..

Person : Tula..mak lagi penting kan..kena la jaga...

Me : (Thinking...Ape ke hal ni..tiba2 lak cakap camni...aku ada buat aksi desperado ke...)

Me : Yea..takpela...paham...

Person : Nanti if I boleh dtg..I dtg...if not I call u..btau tak jadi..

Me : Ok.. (Masih garu kepala nape dia cakap camtu tadi)

......

Wei..ada tersalah ckp ke aku tadi?????? Napa it doesn't feel rite...

And yet people say I buat baik..sbb nak sesuatu in return?!! WTF?!!!????!!

Happy birthday

2009-11-25T23:26:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to you....

Sgt seronok dpt jumpa..walaupun kejap..but you gave me us a sweet 45 mins memory that I will never forget on your birthday! Hope you liked the simple surprise...and cake of course..and I know, like me, you also enjoyed today...

Semoga you panjang umur, murah rezeki, sihat selalu, success dunia akhirat..May Allah bless you...and remember..I'm always here for you..Love you so much! Muaxx!

I dedicate this song to the birthday boy on his 29th birthday (The song we karaoke'd together) :

Title : Tercipta Untukku (Ungu feat Rossa)

Menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Chorus:
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tahu
Ku slalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Sungguh hanyalah dirimu yang aku cintai
Dan sungguh ku kan di sisimu hingga ku mati

Chorus:
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tahu
Ku slalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Feeling captivated

2009-11-22T00:58:00.003+08:00

My morning started of rough coz I got scolded by someone..

But I didn't want that to spoil the rest of my day, so I decided to go shopping on my own..and the damage....RM506.05 in 4 hours!! hahaha...4 bloody hours! lol~!!

My salary isn't even in yet..but yea..I had to buy a lot of things that I need ..pronto ! Eg: Contact lenses, solution, saline, hair moisturiser, Dawood's wedding present, etc...and I also got myself a pair of Crocodile sandals..that was on sale..hehehe.. :P

Anyway..I realized later that I went shopping alone..and it occurred to my mind that its somewhat sad..the situation..me, alone shopping...so I became a bit frustrated...but.....

I decided to fight again this lonely feeling, and was tempted to do something that can cheer me up. So I went to visit Aleesya, Fikri's daughter. She was admitted to the Serdang hospital because she had an infection in her blood. So I thought, why not pay her a visit. This will be the 1st time aunty Farah visits Aleesya..hehe..She's so adorable..and cute! She's getting better..Thank God for that..When I saw her smile, I thought, wow..it does make you feel better when you see others happy..

Then after visiting baby Aleesya, I felt like I wanted to do more meaningful things..Today is mom and dad's anniversary..they went for honeymoon at Le Meridien hotel..so I thought, why not..let's surprise them! So I drove to their hotel and bought some cupcakes and cookies and took pics with them..Once again..when I saw mom and dad smiling non stop, I thought, yes..this feeling inside of me is definitely jubilant! I feel so happy as well !

So there you go, I didn't let the scolding get to me..and I had a good day after all..I hope tomorrow will be better..I really do...Till next post, gdnite peeps! :)

Thinking Out Loud

2009-11-21T01:33:00.005+08:00

I want to tell you....I like you...

I want to tell you...I feel so happy around you...

I want to tell you...I wish things were different for us...

I want you to know that...I still think of you..all the time..

I want you to know that...I miss you...

I want you to know that...You mean the world to me...

I wish we had more time..

I wish we were given a chance...

I wish you know all this...

......

But....

I know...that's just my dream...

I know...that I have to wake up...

I know...that its time to move on...

and I know..that its not easy...but I will try...

...because I love you...

Girl Wars Online

2009-11-18T19:53:00.008+08:00

OMG..welcome to online games Farah..!!

I shudn't have started playing..now I can't stop! haha..Thank God its not in Facebook, or else I wouldn't be doing anything else but play those games!

If you have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm currently playing Girl Wars Online via Ipod Touch. ( Mind you, its only available either on Ipod Touch or Iphone...which is annoying, coz I that means I have to constantly look at my gadget like every 5 to 10 mins?! ) hahaha...Ok2..serious...Its actually an online game ( a silly game I tell you ) that let's you do girlie stuff like cat fights, buy apparels, apartments, cars, go to the spa and etc..

From CNNi Report :

Girl Wars Online is the newest game from the creators of iMob and iVampires. Once again to become one of the best at Girl Wars you have to add Girl Wars Codes by inviting people using their Girl Wars Friend Codes. You can find the most comprehensive list of Girl Wars Codes at GirlWarCodes.com

At GirlWarCodes.com all you have to do is add your code to their database for free and watch the invites roll in. You can bump your code to the top of the list every 60 minutes, which will get you hundreds more members of your crew. You can also have the option to have your code bumped automatically every 15 minutes for a fee of $3.

(and NO!! I DON'T PAY!!) =P

Ridiculous right! I'm becoming like a 14 yr old again! hahaha..

But Ok lah..no harm what..once I get bored, I'm sure I'll ditch it..lol~!!

At least my Ipod Touch is ON and ACTIVE most of the time now...ehehehe..

Here's a screen shot of how the game interface looks like..and oh yea..did I tell you, there's also cheat codes available if you Google!!! hahahahahaha....

Kiss Me

2009-11-17T20:50:00.003+08:00

My favourite karaoke song - I never get tired of singing this.. :)

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

[Chorus:]
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

[Chorus (repeat)]

My 100th Post

2009-11-13T00:25:00.004+08:00

Wow..lembapnya!!

Dah bertahun2 ada blog..only today I managed to blog my 1ooth post..ahahaha..

Like i said, I blog once in a blue moon, and I love you! hehe... :)

Anyway..today I feel like letting out something that I've been keeping to myself for a very long time..very...very...long time....

Why am I so bloody jealous? That is the question...hmmm..

Whenever I get to know a guy..the minute we become close, there's always a situation that will somehow make me introduce him to my girl friends..nak gi mkn, member ni nak ikut, nak gi shopping..member lagi satu ni nak ikut...so I got the habit of just introducing this person to my circle of girl friends....

What I've come to realize after that makes my stomach twitch inside and there's a constant sound at the back of my head that keeps cursing or bitching..coz u know why? The guy suddenly becomes good friends with my girlfriends....and me? nadaaa....zero...kosong!! It's like nothing ever happened between us...just like that...

Now tell me again, why the hell am I so bloody jealous?

And tell me again, why do all these girl friends of mine get the guys attention, EVERY SINGLE TIME??!!

Are they prettier than me? Are they nicer than me? Do guys only want pretty girls? THE UGLY TRUTH - YES!

Sometimes, a small part of me, regret even introducing my friends to any guy I know..coz at the end of the day..sure aku tak dilayan punya...he will just be interested to know my other pretty friends...and ONCE AGAIN...I'm just a bridge to that person..

So tell me people, what do I do? What the hell am I suppose to do? Sigh...

Karaoke Box and Pool

2009-11-08T19:59:00.007+08:00

Heyya,

How's everybody?

Recently I went to few to karaoke with my friend. We had a blast. Wanna share with you the discovery i found out about these karaoke places..haha..

We 1st went to Red Box - since I've been here several times, its safe to say, its very updated..and all the songs are new..hit list..whatever u call it..but my goodness..the price..errkk....so expensive..of course, we had to go there during the peak hour la kan..ahha..so no surprise about the price hike there..RM40++ per head and tit bits = WAJIB beli ! Ok..ridiculous..! huhu..so 2 org was about RM100++..nevertheless..i still enjoyed myself to the max coz me and my friend were singing our hearts out and enjoying the luxury of this place..i like..class gitu! :)

2nd time we wanted to go to Neway - my friend kata murah..pegi2 sana..(again during the peak hour la kan)..hmm..sama jugak..the price for the tit bits was even more expensive! RM11 for peanuts okehh..another rubbish..and WAJIB beli kalo nak nyanyi! haha..

So cancel plan to go karaoke - until we bumped into a small corner at the bowling alley (btw, this is at 1utama)...a row of boxed room - tadaaa! karaoke jamban! yayyy!!! It was cheaper indeed..and no need to purchase tit bits..RM1 per song and they gave u plug and play mics to bring to the small boxed room..cute..haha..
We only wanted to spend about 1 hour plus, so 20 songs was just nice..which equals to RM20 ! CHEAPPPOOO!! huhu...the only downside about this karaoke box was the mic wasnt that good..tak brapa power org kata..haha..but it's tolerable..as long as u shout ur lungs out to the mic..gerenti org kat bilik sblh leh dgr..hehehe..

So kesimpulannya,kalo time2 sengkek..boleh la anda ke karaoke jamban..and if tgh kaya, gaji baru masuk, and ramai kawan nak kongsi2..anda boleh ke red box/neway dan sewaktu dgnnya...dua2 pon best..and dua2 pon ada pros and cons nya..yg penting we enjoy bebeh!

After that, my friend took me to play pool..this was i think my 1st time playing it for real..and surprise..surprise..i kinda like it too..even tho my teknik pemegangan kayu pool sudah tentu need more practice..but i can definitely shoot those balls into the hole beb..beginners luck kot! huhu..thanks a bunch to my friend for introducing me to this new sport..ekekek...

Here's a picture of me trying to fully concentrate on the game (konon2) ...see my eyes..so bulat..hahaha..enjoy!!

Something's wrong with me

2009-11-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

I can feel it...but what..what is it..what is this feeling that is making me restless....???

Do I enjoy being a part of this? Everything around me...Is it for real? Is it a test?
Is it against the law? Is it the right thing to do? What's going to happen to me? What's going to happen to them? Are all people around me crazy? Am I crazy? huhu...( I think I am!)

Sheesh...I always say go with the flow..but now flow seems to be here and there...Am I lost? Is my brain starting thinking straight? Oh gosh..too many questions..I'm having a headache..Sigh...

My sister's wedding video ~lovely~

2009-10-20T20:39:00.007+08:00

The wedding was a success...

Here's a video clip by Greg's Video (www.gregsvideo.com)

Jentera bekerja keras

2009-10-11T22:27:00.003+08:00

Fuhh..Siang tadi me, mama, papa went to one shop that was something like a chocolate factory! (ala2 kedai borong gitu) Mama telah memborong byk gile choc & sweets utk we all bungkus...

So today me and my younger sister dah jadi mcm jentera (bak kata mama!) hahaha..

We did a lot of packing for the gifts and then sambung lagi mlm td with help from our aunties and cousins..mmg macam robot..or rather..mcm minah2 kilang ! ;p

So skrg, dah pening kepala wa..tgh ada tension headache ni..tapi td pening2 pon...buat jugak..sbb org lain sume duk bertungkus lumus..rasa cam happy lak bergotong royong buat keje same2..hehe...

Esok keje..waaa...lagi terasa cam nak demam terus! (itu namanya sudah mengada!) ;p

Oklah..tatau nak tulis ape..saje nak update blog kasi feel (penat) mem-pack bungkusan!

Kids, do not try this at home..hehehe..

10/10/2010

2009-10-11T00:34:00.005+08:00

Today..after 2 weeks...

My wish came true..Alhamdulillah...

Thank you so much for meeting me...

From today onwards...I hope all things go well between us..Amin..

I can smile now...

;-)

De-stress

2009-10-04T01:15:00.006+08:00

I went for karaoke with my matrix friends yesterday at Ampang Park.

Really think it was a good way to release my stress..since i was screaming my heart (or should i say..lungs!) to get the "feel" for each songs...
Didn't care if I sound terrible..I was just trying to distract myself from all these frustration..all the sadness...and how much I miss him... ;-(

One day in your life
You'll remember a place
Someone touching your face
You'll come back and youll look around, youll . . .

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you dont need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day . . .

One day in your life
When you find that youre always waiting
For a love we used to share
Just call my name, and I'll be there

You'll remember me somehow
Though you dont need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day . . .

One day in your life
When you find that youre always lonely
For a love we used to share
Just call my name, and I'll be there

To love is to let go

2009-10-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

I don't believe its already happening..
Allah pls give me the strength..

I love him so much... ;-(

Dialogue with Mr Ego Maniac

2009-09-24T03:27:00.004+08:00

Date : 22 Sept 2009

Dialogue session : Via SMS

Me : Hi Mr J, how are you? How's raya ? Are you free on this date? My sister is getting married. Would like to invite you, if you' re free.

Mr J : Hi Farah. Raya is good. Dpt mkn banyak. I keje la on that day. Sorry tak dpt dtg.

Me: Oh yeke. Takpela camtu. Nak wat camne kan u keje...

Mr J : Tula. I kumpul duit nak kawin dgn akak u, tapi tak sempat. Anyway, wedding you nanti I try dtg yea

Me : Oh adik bongsu I ada lagi..U kumpul la duit siap2..Ok, I'll add you to my guest list. Let's see of you keep your word. Huhu..

Mr J : I ckp I try dtg. Bukan ckp I 100% pegi.

Me : (A bit speechless at how he can turn every conversation sour & wondering why the hell he has to hurt my feelings all the time...still managed to respond calmly...) Owh, ok..takpe..I ajak je..I tau u mmg busy..

End of text message..

Ni raya kan? So I should just forgive and forget..sabar jela...Hopefully...he will realize one day...that he doesn't need to be so ego and rude to me all the time..After all..siapa yg tolong dia masa dia susah2 time accident tu... Lupa ke? Hmm....

Sabar Farah..Sabar..

Salam Aidilfitri

2009-09-20T15:38:00.003+08:00

Selamat hari raya everyone!

Maaf zahir dan batin...!

Jemput datang rumah.... :)

The Promise

2009-09-17T23:23:00.003+08:00

Don't hang up on me

Don't hurt my feelings on purpose ; Treat me with respect

All I want is to be happy around you

Don't you?

When people don't take you seriously...

2009-09-16T21:36:00.007+08:00

As title above...today I feel the maximum depression when all things around me just don't turn out right..

People close to me don't take me seriously..causing me to be angry, sad and very2 stressed out!
They think I'm fooling around when I am dead serious...They laugh when I'm actually crying...(CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT!!!)...and they insult me by doing things behind my back...

Oh whyyyyyy?? Why is this happening to me! I've had enuff crying for today..and I don't want to be upset anymore..Raya is just around the corner..So why do these people keep torturing me? Where is all the forgiveness and love? *Sigh*

This is a test from God..Farah u HAVE to be strong..Keep your chin up..and BE STRONG!

Budak Comel...

2009-09-13T00:19:00.005+08:00

Wowww.....!! Who's this cute nawty-looking girl? Hehe...

Weee....I just had my hair done!! But it costed me an effing RM420 for rebonding + hair treatment! WTF !?!?!

Mahalnyeee nak mamposs...Tapi disebabkan rambut ni dah sgt rosak and perlukan rawatan..ku tutup mata and swipe jua! Uwaaaaaaa.........!! Hmmpppjhhh!!! That's it....pasni gi je kedai aunty yg kat Sunway tu..jimat duit..rather than pegi salon mahal2 kat Midvalley nih... =(

Hurmm..duit..di mana kau duit!!

Farah yg comel !

Syukur Alhamdulillah

2009-09-07T21:36:00.011+08:00

I am so thankful to Allah for giving us rezeki halal and lots of food to eat with so many different choices to choose from! For Ramadhan month..I managed to get my wish list for buka puasa..hehe..Take a look & drool! =P

Steamboat

Roti Jala
Onde Onde Gula Melaka
Nasi Kerabu
Kebab Pita
Spaghetti Carbonar from Delicious
Blue Lemon Drink
Air Tebu
Ayam Percik Bangsar

I have sensitive skin!

2009-09-06T01:42:00.003+08:00

OMG...i am so furious rite now...Grrrr...

My face has got some sort of rash looking thingy..(I think)..reddish and very2 itchy ! So itchy that I feel like washing my face over and over again..Why is this happening?

I know that my face is super sensitive..and this is like the gazillion-th time I've had to change my facial wash..after trying...Elianto...Garnier..Neutrogena..St Ives..(and many more!)...I'm back to using Clinelle..the expensive one..but so far does not 'hurt' my face..argghhh!! There goes my credit card again..*sigh*

On the other hand tho..I'm so glad my face has stopped itching so much for now after I'm using back Clinelle..I hope it gets rid of the reddish itchy rash thingy forever!! That's how bad I want it off my face =(

So..no more trying on make-up, compaq powder, dan sewaktu dgnnya to my face..let it rest and I'll just apply the facial wash daily..hope it works...

Accident..AGAIN~!

2009-08-30T20:30:00.002+08:00

Uwaaa....semlm accident lagi.... =(

I terlanggar motor...org yg naik motosikal tu tergolek kat Jalan Ampang tu..dpn area Roadhouse Grill...Uwaaa...stressnya!!
Nasib baik org tu tak ape2..luka2 sket je..because I was driving slow..tapi alahai..kena gak bawa dia gi clinic to check..just in case kan..kena la RM58....sob..sob...

Nasib baik jugaki..motor dia ok..and dia tak marah2 sgt..tak jadi kes polis what not...mula2 tu..mmg dia tengking la kat i..takotnyee!! Tapi lps tu..dia dah ok sket..dia nasihat suh bawak keta elok2....hmm..teruklah me..drive camtu pon tak tgk betul2...my fault..my fault..I'm sorry!!

And of course la kan..kete kesayangan kemek sket..and paling nak nangis...rim baru calar sket..Uwaa..sedihnyaaaaa!!! =(

Dugaan betul smlm..Sabar jela..rasa cam hampeh je skrg..sob..sob...

Memories

2009-08-29T01:10:00.002+08:00

Lately, I've been reminiscing the good old memories with that certain someone...again...

Time flies..and I really miss those moments we had together...

How I just wish I can go back to that time and experience it once again with you...

To feel the love, warmth and happiness...(and hopefully keep it like that forever?)

I wish I can frame in the memory somewhere...like in a video recorder of some type..so that when I grow old..I won't forget.. and will still remember it clearly in my mind..

I don't want to be sad thinking about all this..
But somehow remembering it does bring a little pain to this heart of mine...

The best word to describe my feelings rite now would be...lousy!

I'm torturing myself by wishing for something that may never come true...Can I say never? I can't say never...Anything can happen..(That's what I want to think)...

Enough pondering for today...Tomorrow I gotta wake up early to do my tyres alignment and balancing..

Gudnite for now...

Terbongkar

2009-08-26T22:06:00.001+08:00

Hahaha...alamak..blog ini telah terbongkar kepada budak2 baru office i.....

rasa cam nak edit je content..malu seh!

Kepada pembaca2 baru..plss...jgn gelakkan i ye...! dah la tu...pegi la surf benda lain plak..ini sume hanye rekaan semata2...kuikuikui =P

Teaser : Nak beli gadget baru..Yay! More updates to come... =)

Salam Ramadhan

2009-08-22T15:03:00.004+08:00

Selamat berpuasa to everyone..and semoga amalan kita diterima, diberkati Allah SWT...

Di samping dpt menikmati juadah berbuka puasa yg best2 kat bazar ramadhan tu..(or masak sendiri..hehe)..jgn lupa juga utk beribadat dan tingkatkan amalan kita utk mencapai lebih pahala this month. Insya-Allah..Amin...3x..

Parada

2009-08-15T23:15:00.007+08:00

Thanks to Mr A....I finally have my new set of Parada performance tyres (after this can go race in the track! hehe..) and also the bling2 new sport rims..I like!!!

Yeehaaa...Love my new sporty baby! =p

New Toy

2009-08-09T23:55:00.001+08:00

I like!! ;)

Denial

2009-08-02T16:38:00.003+08:00

Dear Blog,

Today I have a confession to make...

After almost a year I tried to prevent myself from liking somebody...I am upset to announce that when I finally did open up my heart to like this one guy...who was so nice to me for several months..he just suddenly decided to disappear from my life..

After the accident, I became more concerned about him..and I actually thought,that something could work out between us. But I was wrong..I should have guessed,that he only pops up into my life whenever he feels like it..and become invisible again as he wishes..

I should have never opened my heart to like anyone in the 1st place..It hurts.. :(

Now that this has happened..Let the Ice Queen heart emerge once again...

Happy 25th Birthday to ME !!

2009-07-26T02:04:00.003+08:00

Just a short post..coz i'm tired already..hehe..

25th July 2009...my 25th birthday..and I had a blast!
Have uploaded photos on facebook..and will find time to write about the events here..(try my best)..hehe!

Thanks again to everyone..for the wishes, treats, and bday presents! love u all!!
Muaxxxx!!!

Autobots...Transform!

2009-06-27T22:41:00.006+08:00

Yeah..finally...I got to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen last Friday..huhu...

Most importantly..I got to watch it with him..hihihi..*blushing*

The day started awful..but I'm glad it ended so perfectly well..(well..almost perfect!) Let me tell you the chronology...

Morning..woke up to a nightmare! Got so worried after i dreamt of something awful..no need to write here..not worth remembering! then 2 person at the office..can't stop yacking about the past!..duhh..at this point..i don't really care what u guys think..i have 2 more working days left and then I AM FREE BEBEH!!! ;p

Evening..4 hours before the movie screens....He's still at the office!!!! I'm already at Damansara..and he is still at the office!uwaaaaaaaa.......Tension...he said that some stupid server malfunctioned and he had to fix it...WTF..not at this moment! You gotta be joking!..ughh...there goes my dinner date..so i waited...i waited..and waited...7.30pm..still waiting..(already pissed of) and started sending text messages to let him know how i feel *hahaha..evil laugh* (now i am laughing..but when i was there sulking alone..it wasn't funny at all !....then when he called...i cried! almost automatically...i cried saying that if he doesn't come and watch the movie with me..that's it ! (u can understand my frustration rite!...huhu)

So he told me...politely..trying to calm me down..wait at the cinema..he will try and come as soon as possible...hmm...with my hopes up high again..i followed..and waited for him at the cinema..movie is at 9pm...and not long after..around 8pm..he texted me.."I'm on the way" ...My heart was screaming...of joy of course..huhu..! =)

He came on time..still trying to make me smile...(i was obviously still mad coz he made me wait so long!)..but yeah..he succeeded...he made me smile..all the way...until the end of the day..me-so-happy!!! The movie was good..but i liked the 1st one better..felt a little "geli" watching Megan Fox when at the back of my mind..still wondering if she really was a Man! hehe...

Life is so unpredictable rite? We can only plan things would work out the way we want..and if it doesn't, being human beings..we tend to get frustrated easily..

Thank God that nite..everything turned out to be good for me..with a few bumps here and there..I'm glad..it went well..I'm the happiest girl that nite..hehe...still smiling till today...!! =)

And yea...this post doesn't really have anything to do with Transformers..hehe..tataaa guys!! ;p

Ehem...

2009-06-25T01:55:00.002+08:00

Rindu sama dia....!

Words cannot describe how much I miss him...at this point..rite this moment..haih..angin..sampaikan rinduku padanya..hehe..(Jiwang siot!)

Hope to see you soon...Hugs!

Gudnite!

Latest photo!

2009-06-19T00:05:00.009+08:00

Lately I've been feeling a little anxious for a lot of reasons...sigh..I hope I can just get thru this phase quickly...I hate being worried and stress and tension! you name it..I think its almost a mixture of emotions and the feeling is totally uncool!

Anyway..just felt like uploading my latest picture..(To cheer myself up!) ...This was taken during my graduation dinner as a BTA..yes..I finally completed the program..and soon off to my new role in Cyberjaya..wish me luck!

And see that new pink dress..I bought it in Surabaya for only RM20..! hehe..I like!! Also would like to upload my currently favorite saxophone player, Julian Smith, from Britain's Got Talent 2009. He is also known as Joolz Gianni and won 3rd place in this competition..So enjoy the music! ;)

Tagged by Jehan

2009-06-14T00:04:00.006+08:00

Sorry ya Miss Jehan..lama tak buat tag2 ni..but this one I like! I have to do it..hehe..

1st, download your favourite photo using effects at photofunia

I chose this template:

1. Do you think you are HOT?
Yezza..I'm hot bebeh...even tho i'm a bit phat..but yeah...i'm huggable! ;p

2. Why do you like this picture?
Because it's so colorful and it fits well with this pic..

3. When was the last time you ate pizza?
Just now..hehe..had it for dinner at the BITC gath..

4. The last song you listen to?

Dream a Dream by Susan Boyle (youtube)..I love her voice!

5. What are you doing right note besides this?

Chatting with Monica, FB, uploading pics to FB...humming to some songs..thinking of someone..

6. What name u prefer besides yours?
Debbie!!

7. People to tag
Mr A

Yunie

Saiful

Farid

Fairul

Apai

Lily

Noni

Kak Nora

....Wait..I just realize that most of my friends don't blog as often..same like moi'...hehe

8. Who is no.1?
Someone I love very much... =)

9. No.3 is having relationship with?
Currently..i have no idea..but he claims he has a lot of gals...huhu...

10. Say something about no.5?
My ex-collegue...kawan baik...looking forward to meet him again to get my prezzie from tha UK! huhu..

11. How about no.4?
My brother..sedang menuntut di Surabaya..bakal Dentist.. =)

12. Who is no.2
Yunie..my good friend at college...lama tak jumpa ya...hope she's doing ok...

13. Others?
Others what? Do i need to explain about those other people i tag? hehe..mls...tgh mengantoks ni..buat tau..jgn tak buat!

Till next time..nite!!

Misleading entry..eheh

2009-06-14T00:00:00.003+08:00

I just came back from meeting some old friends...they read my blog...and they totally misunderstood some stories i wrote here...so today i am going to correct it myself in this post..haha...

I broke up with my ex..and the person i keep posting about in this blog..is someone else..not my ex! hehe...

OK...that's all folks..if i write more..i might spill out something i'm not supposed to.. ;p

Toodles!

Blabbing

2009-06-01T23:31:00.003+08:00

There's 16 days left before my contract with BAT ends..Am I excited or what?!!!!
Woooohoooo...!!!

Even tho a bit berat hati to leave my good friends..but am mostly happy and excited to countdown before the new beginning at EDS...a bit nervous too..hope all goes well there...Will definitely try my best...Amin..

Last Thursday Me and Mr A went to watch Terminator: Salvation..I like this version of John Connor of course..lagi macho..hehe...and the movie was nice..I like.. =)
Dpt tgk awal2 lagi la best..boleh action kat org lain..ekeke..ish2..tak baik..huhu..takdela..just happy that I got to see it ..with non other than Mr A...rindu pulak kat dia..since tak dpt jumpe weekend coz his folks were here..takpe..esok plan nak jumpa..and have dinner with him...looking forward..!

On Saturday I went shopping with Monica and plus we had lots of catching up to do..It was also her 1st time driving to Midvalley...and I was glad to be the co-pilot..mission accomplished when we successfully (safely) arrived at Midvalley! ehehehe... =P

Bought myself 4 novels..(really cheap..kempen utk galakkan org membaca!) hehe..and 2 sets of Pierre Cardin lingerie..I like!!!!!!

Ok la..nothing to blab about really..just wanted to update me blog yg rasa cam kesian dia tak diupdate..huhu...till next post..gudnite!

One day in your life

2009-05-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

One day in your life
you'll remember a place
Someone's touching your face
You'll come back and you'll look around you

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always waiting
For the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

New Job

2009-05-24T20:11:00.006+08:00

I got a new job at EDS as a business analyst... =)

It will be in Cyberjaya..and I will start working there on the 6th of July..Wish me luck in my new role...!

On a separate note...I finally got to meet him this weekend..Both Saturday AND Sunday (Yay!)...On Saturday..we planned to watch a movie..but there wasn't any good one..so we ended up going for shopping..makan2..jalan2...And today (Sunday)..We had breakfast together...then I went to accompany him go house hunting at Tmn Desa...all in all..happy...*smile*

But he made a confession (that I've heard so many times before)...and well..let's just say...I am a bit upset..I still don't want to believe what he said..and I hope he's just saying that to hide the truth..I dunno..It feels so complicated...

Sad story aside, I just want to be happy....with him...while I can...and I appreciate that he still wants to hang out with me...Hope this part of our friendship will last forever..I don't want to lose him..hmm...

Tomorrow is work day..(Boring!) I will officially be leaving BAT on the 30th of June..(Thank God)..But will surely miss my friends there..and of course..those free cigarette rations...huhu...but its OK...It will be a new chapter..new experience..and hopefully I will make new friends in Cyberjaya..*wink*

Till my next update..Toodles~

Sesat

2009-05-20T23:33:00.010+08:00

Hahaha...

Today I got lost when trying to find my way back to KL from Cyberjaya...
For heaven's sake...I was just there last week! (But that time..I had Fairul to guide me there)...so make sense why I got lost this time around! hahahahah....

Later in the afternoon...had lunch with Shu-Wen's boss..Pieter..He's from South Africa...and I'm very happy to have had the opportunity to meet him..such a great person...as how Shu-Wen described... =)

On another note..I'm looking forward to meeting that somebody again next week...hehehe...

Hmm...what else...*Fiddling....*

Oh crap! I just remembered that I have to f*cking go to work tomorrow! (Coz today was a lovely day at home - I was on leave..Yahooo!) I just want to leave the company asap...Hopefully I hear good news from the 2 interviews I've been to..Pray hard...Amin..

Will update more...Till then..Good nite peeps!!

Finally.....

2009-05-18T23:48:00.004+08:00

HE TEXTED!!

Red Highlights

2009-05-18T01:05:00.004+08:00

Hello...Today I went to do my red highlights...at the usual Derrick & Team salon...(at Midvalley)...

I found out my stylist..Tank..is going to leave the salon soon..and open up his new salon..that's good! Can get discount he said..hehe...(Just hope its nearby tho..)
On another note..ade assistant stylist baru kat Derrick & Team, nama dia Kory..not bad..handsome jugak...tapi...dia panggil i akak ! hahahaha...so he must be a young boy...or I just look old ! sheeesh....!! lol...

Anyway...It's 1.15AM and I can't sleep...I still feel dumb and upset because that certain someone still hasn't texted me..Sampai hati...dah lupa kat i ke? =(

If being so lonely feels like this...I am probably not going to take it very well when the actual situation takes place..*Uwaaaaaa..........This is harder than I thought..Its making me so tensed and I'm overloaded with stress! Don't likeeeeee!!!!

Ape2 pon...I have to be strong..this is another test for me...so be patient Farah...hopefully you will get some good news in the end....Hope so ya...Amin...

Interviews & Meet up with Fairul

2009-05-16T23:59:00.007+08:00

Hey..It's been a while since I attended any interviews...
Well today I attended 2 ! Haha..the 1st one was scary to the max..the CEO interviewed me and was so grumpy for no reason...The irony was..he put on a very angry face..and was telling me.."Our company is a very people oriented company"...ERRRKKKK!! Wrong!!
Your face tells me the opposite! huhuhu...

Anyway...2nd interview was much better...I might have nailed it..Tapi kita tunggu jela..Still scouting around for the best opportunity..Harap2 dpt yg terbaikkkkk! =)

I also took the chance to visit Fairul in Putrajaya! Yippee....!! Lama sudah tidak jumpe dgn beliau! Seronok skali...Fairul was my friend in DLINK and it's been ages since I last saw him..Terima kasih la belanja mkn and bawa I jalan2 di Alamanda...and showed me around Putrajaya..(jadi tourist sekejap!Nak amik gambar...but he didn't allow me!LOL!)

After my so tiring explorace from Damansara > Putrajaya > Cyberjaya...I singgah sekejap di office to use up the facilities..ngahahaha....I printed 10 copies of my resume..just in case I feel like going to the career fair tomorrow at PWTC..lol !

That's your fault (Blaming my company)...who told you to give me empty promises!?! huh...

Anyway...I'm so happy & satisfied that I got to fill up my Saturday with eventful activities..

But.. when it comes to night time..I start missing that someone AGAIN...its been 3 days...and I still haven't heard any news from him...Is he not going to text me at all? =(
So much for my hopes...hmm....At times like this..I will look back at my previous posts and ask...does this all matter?

I don't like being invisible..Hate it..! God..show me the right path...Amin..

I hate THEM

2009-05-15T19:46:00.002+08:00

Both of you b*tch and son of a b*tch are now on the TOP of my "I HATE YOU" list...

You guys disgust me and really hope you will be punished one day...If you're not blind..you should know..its not right to step on other people's head...and stop giving empty promises just so that you can get your filthy work done!

What goes around...comes around...REMEMBER!
What you did to me...SOME DAY...others will do it to you...

I HATE YOU BOTH !! Period.

Invisible Mode

2009-05-14T23:15:00.009+08:00

Semester break means I have to be "invisible" for a while...It's only been 1 day..but to me...it felt too long already! Argghh...!!

So to avoid myself being too restless and missing the obvious too much...Let me recap what I've done for the past week...

Wednesday...Met him after work..We had our casual chit chat..sharing our stories...spending time with him is always happy moments for me...

Thursday...He took leave..went to renew his car roadtax and insurance...I had to blardy work..coz tomorrow...is the FINAL presentation for BTA...(nervous mode)

Friday...After presentation..Felt so RELIEVED...I think I did well..felt more confident than last time =)

Again..It's a miracle if I do get this job...6 out of 16 can only survive...huhu...

So to celebrate my success (freedom) from the BTA programme (yg seksa!)..We went to watch STAR TREK ! I loved it! Sylar jadi spoc..huhu..

Saturday...Spent the whole day with him...It was like old times..If I were to post an entry about it here..It would never end!..hehehe..I'd never thought of getting an opportunity like this again...So I was smiling till my ears when I got his invite that morning! It does bring back good memories..and I'm truly happy for that...I guess sometimes its good that we can't predict things ya? Especially if it turns out to be so romantic =P

Sunday..Rest at home..Called him to just hear his voice.. (hakhak...gedik lak rasa!)

Monday...Got my ciggarette rations...Met him again..Had dinner and a pleasant evening... =)

But he told me about the semester break and that kinda got me worried a bit..1 week or 4 weeks..!?!!! *sigh*

That night, I sms him..saying I want to see him everyday before the visit...

Tuesday..So far so good...invitation accepted...I think he is going to miss me too..but he was just too ego to admit it! =P

Wednesday..I was on my way back home..I suddenly decided to call him up..and to my suprise...he said..."Come and see me...the visit is tomorrow"....and so I went to see him..

Dinner was interrupted by his friend tagging along..(boring)...So after we said our goodbyes..I salam tgn dia...and asked if I could call him later tonite..

And today..Thursday...I am in the INVISIBLE MODE... =(

Dear XXX...

I'll miss you so much...

I hope the weeks pass by quickly so that I can see you again...

Forget me not...

You take care now...

I Love You...

Yayness!

2009-05-03T21:10:00.009+08:00

Yay! Yay! Yay!

I got to out ...which means that my weekend wasn't so boring after all...(appreciate if the other days were occupied too..but yah..what the heck..) at least I don't feel like my weekend was wasted! =)

Today at 9.27am (belum bgn lagi!) I got an sms from my friend (yg dirindui) asking me if I could help pick him up at the bus station..He's on his way back to KL..and I dah 8 hari tak jumpe dia so... hell yeah..of course I would pick him up =P

Dpt la jumpe and spend time with him...Yay..Double Yay..hahahah..I'm just so happy and excited to meet him..

Anyway..We ate at Satay Hj Samuri (Sg Buloh branch)...had our chit chat and catch up..told him about my little battle with a frog last nite...that made him laughed so hard that he looked somewhat adorable at that point...I felt happy just telling him the story...seeing him smile and laugh..makes me feel appreciated!

After that..I sent him home...Owh....He brought me a vegetable (petola) yg ditanam behind his kg house.....and told me to cook it..huhu~! (so sweet!)

Bila dah hantar dia..I went back home..tapau some satay for my family...Mama and Papa came back from Bandung,and still unpacking their stuff as we speak...byk brg..mama biasa la..shopping! =P

So to conclude..I got my happy last minute unplanned outing with non other than Mr A yg baik hati..hehe..Yayness!! Tenkiu...I love you to bits! *wink*

Bored

2009-05-02T19:12:00.004+08:00

To think that I would be spending my long weekend full of activities...well..it all just went down the drain..

I planned to go for a picnic..or visit Bukit Tinggi..or mandi sungai..or going on an adventure exploring new places...or just simply a movie...

and none of the above happened!

Instead...I was just sitting at home....trying to find something to do that's hopefully enjoyable and the result.....= nadahhh!....mission failed!

Why? Well..let's just say..when there's a holiday..or long weekend..some people already planned to balik kg..dating dgn boyfren..dating dgn girlfren...and me? Yg single and all alone nih (sheesh..I hate myself now)....ditinggalkan la alone..mcm biasa! Can't complain much can I...? Sape suruh tak cari bf..ahaha...(ingat cari bf ni mcm calling a cab ke..bila u nak..terus ade?!) dang...Sungguh bosan...(and lonely)

Mom and dad kat Bandung pulak tu...Sisters gi dating and lepak with friends..
When I asked them out..sume taknak ikut..FINE...I'll just sit at home..at least save duit kan..Argghh...then wtf am I still complaining?

I think I just miss that someone.."Hey you...Come back quick!..I need to see you...I know you don't get bored seeing me everyday..." =)

Hmm...Ok people..Let me just get back to my boring routine..surf the internet..kemas la ape2 yg patut...I was so bored until I even wash my car instead of sending to car wash hokeh! and Baby Boy also I mandi kan..haha...padan muka..now ur clean and wangi! =P

Till next post..tata..

P/s: Ade final BTA presentation next Friday..wish me luck! =)

Ulu Yam

2009-04-26T16:57:00.006+08:00

Hari Sabtu lepas I went to Ulu Yam..

My friend and I went to have dinner there and kitorg singgah sebenter to one of the hutan lipur there that had the sungai...ehehehe...Mula2 teman dia pegi Rawang...then saje2 jenjln ke Ulu Yam...nak hidu fresh air...go to somewhere dingin2 yg tak terlalu panas..plus..dah lama tak pegi sana... =)

Since we didn't plan to go there...(on the spot he tibe2 rasa nak pegi)....of course la I didn't bring along any swim wear! If not...dah lama dah I terjun dlm sungai tu....! Hehehe...tapi takpela..dpt celup kaki pon jadi la...yg penting...dpt gak pegi..yay! happy!!

Ni la gambar I tgh hepi tersengih2 dpt pegi sungai di situ...huhuhu... (nak kata 1st time pegi..tak jugak...tapi teramatlah jarang2 sekali dpt pegi tempat2 gini...so terima kasih la kat my friend sbb bawa I gi sini...tenkiu2 !! Lenkali nak pegi lagi..jgn lupa bawa baju utk mandi! =P

Earth Day Activity

2009-04-22T23:27:00.007+08:00

Today, I went to FRIM with Mr A and had a good walking exercise up the Canopy Walk! Well...we didn't reach the top of course...but we still had fun! (and I was terribly exhausted ) when we reached the top of the mountain!Oh wait..is it a hill or a mountain? It felt like forever to reach up there! I also dunno...hahaha...

When we almost ended our walk, only then we realized..."Hey..its Earth day today!" So it felt like we did a cool activity for Earth day and enjoyed the peaceful walk (plus burnt some calories..hehe)...observing nature and appreciating the greens in the forest..hear the birds chirping...some other wildlife creature sounds of the forest...ahh..lovely~

We love earth! Happy! Happy!

Siapa sayang saya...Angkat tangan!

2009-04-16T23:26:00.001+08:00

Is there anybody out there who really loves me?

hukhuk...feeling lonely tonite.... =(

I need a hug...!

I don't care !

2009-03-17T00:23:00.003+08:00

I still love you....

I don't want to forget you...

No matter what...I would not let it happen...

I don't care what people say...they can hate me or say bad things to me...I don't care...

I still love you....

Everybody Knows ~John Legend~

2009-02-21T22:05:00.001+08:00

It gets harder every day, but I can't seem to shake the pain
I'm trying to find the words to say, please say
It's written all over my face, I can't
Function the same when you're not here
I'm calling your name and no one's there
And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy,
I still can't believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
'Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

I don't care what the people say
They brought it all in anyway
Baby don't fill up your head with he-said, she-said
It seems like you just don't know
The radio's on, you tuning me out,
I'm trying to speak, you're turning me down
And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy,
I still can't believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
'Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Oh I wish you'd understand
Oh, just an ordinary man
Listen we'd have known
Everybody knows, but nobody really knows
And I know one day you'll see, nobody has it easy
I still can't believe you found somebody new
I wish you the best, I guess.

'Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Psychoanalyze yourself!

2009-02-07T00:32:00.004+08:00

Copied this from Ejannz... =)

Psychoanalyze yourself! Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means at the end. (No cheating!)

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you?
.Az

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
.Tiger

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
.Fear

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house. How big is it?
.Palace big!

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
.No - very2 spacious garden

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
. On it is a vase with flowers (in the middle) around it is the chairs, and a butler standing beside the table ready to serve =P

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
.Mug with decorated flowers

8. What do you do with the cup?
. Pick it up, keep it in the kitchen

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself at: what type of water?
. Lake

10. How will you cross the water?
. Boat

The ANSWERS

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.
.Very..obviously

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
.ERrkk...

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
.Fear? OK..understandable..hmm...

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.
.Yay.At least I know I am ambitious to solve it =)

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.
.Good...

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
.Happy..Happy..got butler some more! =P

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
.Mug? What's the relation..hmmm...

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
. OK..sensible?huhu...

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
. Lake? wahahhaa....

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
. Boat? OK...try to ease things using facilities..I guess..huhuh...

Tag 'em

2009-02-01T23:53:00.001+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. Then tag 25 people, including the person who tagged you.

1. I am known as Debbie, Debs and Breep2...

2. I buy a few shoes, but will only wear 1 pair until its totally worn out, before I change to another pair..

3. Loves to collect perfumes..unfortunately...don't get to buy them so often..huhu...

4. Had a cat named Simba who I taught how to stand on the bike while I'm cycling..!

5. Had another cat named Nymbus, who always follow me whenever I call her (eg: Go to the room, kitchen..) Its like she understand human language! Amazing..miss them both..

6. Dream is to own a BMW one day...soon probably..ahaha..!

7. Then maybe another dream is to marry a rich guy! Lol~

8. Its in me to sometimes make spontaneous jokes...I think other ppl enjoy that.. *wink*

9. I am emotional..annoying...but loving! *blush*

10. I joined California Fitness for a 1 year subscription, with the hopes of slimming down..but now its almost a year..And I'm still the same..phat! Lazy bum...huhu...wasting money! *crap*

11. The fastest I've drove with my car and mom's car is 140km/hr...I wish I can go faster..But I don't dare...hehe..

12. I love doing thrill stuff that will make ur heart want to pop out, or get that adrenalin rush..eg: Roller coaster (even tho I am actually very2 scared)...feels like I'm in Fear Factor..heheh....

13. I want to be a billionaire..pls...pls.. =P

14. I am allergic to rambutans and durians..but I don't care..I love eating them!

15. I want to do sky diving or bungee jumping some day...(do I really..?) hehe..

16. I love travelling...wish I can travel everywhere around the world..

17. I used to have an addiction for eating ice cubes...thank God its stopped..huhu..

18. My hair is originally curly...

19. I don't like reading news paper...So I really need to do something about this...! Else I will be lost like katak bawah tempurung..! huhu..

20. I secretly want to own a SPA one day..who wants to join venture and become business partners? =P

21. I dream of being America's Next Top Model..Muahahaha...don't believe me ask Dlinkers Gang..lol~

22. I don't like eating vegetables..

23. I enjoy aeroplane rides...

24. I have another funny collection - lingerie...(buy me for bday present..lol)

25. Important - I hope I can meet with the true love of my life.. *day dreaming*

Anybody who wants to do this...just copy paste..I can't be bothered to tag you..hehe...Thanks Ejannz for tagging me!

I am normal...results are negative~

2009-01-24T11:50:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah...Thank God...I am normal ! hehehe....

If you are wondering what the heck I'm blabbing about..read my previous post..

I had to see the specialist and paid a very expensive amount for a check up..haha..but i don't mind now..coz its worth it to find out I am healthy and not sick! =)

So thank you everyone who helped prayed for me...! I am fine..Thanks!

Bee Zee

2009-01-17T23:52:00.008+08:00

OMG...I have been so busy since I joined the new dept GIO...uwaaaaaa....tension!

Aihh..work is work..cannot complain much...

But other than that..what have I been up to?

I was not feeling well...actually for quite some time..had to see a specialist to find out what was happening to me..thank God..its healing..and took a blood test to further investigate if the viral infection was bad...I pray to God..its not..pls everyone..wish me well!

Good news is..Mom and dad are back! Alhamdulillah..diorg selamat menunaikan Haji and kembali pulang ke tanah air!

Dpt makan kurma & kacang dr sana..and paling best..is air zam zam... ;)

Oklah..a bit tired today...u wouldn't believe what I did..but nvm...next entry I might write about it..haha..now I want to rest...gudnite!

Happy new year 2009~

2009-01-01T23:08:00.004+08:00

Hey..Hey..

Welcome 2009....Had a good time yesterday during new year's eve. I went to join some of the BTA's at The Curve to watch the fireworks..not bad..but I've seen better.. =)

Then we were bored..the place was crowded..everybody wanted to rush back home..so what the heck..we stayed back to go watch movie..hehe..we went to watch Yes Man! Cool funny movie too by Jim Carey..

The next day...which is 1st Jan 2009..woohooo..the new year...a new book...a new beginning...hopefully a better one! I started it by visiting that special someone..huhu...happy(3x)...he's got a sore eye...and is not feeling that well..but still managed to make time for me..thank youuuu...! Hope u get well soon ya...Take care~

Then the whole day....I finished of Heroes season 3..not exactly finished..coz I only have until episode 11..but..ok la..not bad..

Tomorrow's plan is to go to work..(boring)...and meet up with Joe...Got to pass him something and also meeting him up before he goes back to his hometown next week..hmm..and what else?

Oh yea..my new year's resolution...huhu...

1. Slim down...Farah! U have to do this else u will get fatter and fatter! :p

2. Get an exceed for 2nd rotation (job stuff)

3. Be more patient and stop nagging..hmm..this might be a bit tough..but I think I can slow down..huhu.. :P

4. Get a new kitten! weeee~

5. Ok2..this was already coming...I'm pretty sure its not suppose to be no. 5 on the list..but what the heck...I don't know if I can even do it.... = Find a partner/bf/whatever u call it nowadays? lol~~~

6. Love myself more....huhu...have been loving everybody else..I forgot about me...! :p

7. And yea..what else...to be good..nicer..kinder...bla..bla...finish off 2008 resolution..and ya...the 1st one is IMPORTANT..hahahahhaa....

8. Oh wait..there is a no. 8..very2 important too! I need to start saving money!! $$$$ Ka-ching...I need to slow down shopping unnecessary stuff! hehe....Good luck! :P

Ok la..I am starting to talk crap again...means I am sleepy....Zzzz...

Happy new year everyone!
May the new year brings us more joy and happiness, more success, a more healthy lifestyle, a blessed life...and more love! Muahhhhss!!

Am I dreaming?

2008-12-29T21:07:00.005+08:00

I dreamt of something...and when I woke up..the next thing I know...I got exactly what I dreamt of...Whoaa...!

Lonely

2008-12-22T22:58:00.008+08:00

Aihh....feels so lonely all the time...
Been trying to make myself busy..but when I'm not doing work..I stare into open space..and just think about my life...will I ever find love again? hurmmmm...

I go everywhere..I see couples together..so happy..so loving...makes me so jealous! haha...and now..it has been about 1 year I've been single..yikess! Time flies...and I don't want to be alone !!

Mommy!!!! She has been praying for me too at Tanah Suci Mekah...praying that I will find someone special in my life...Amin...

Do I sound desperate? Hahaha..I just feel lonely lah...normal rite..I'm sure I am not the only one who feels like this...as mom pesan..when the time comes...ade la tu InsyaAllah..Let God Almighty plan...we pray! and usaha la skit2 mana boleh =P

Ok..entry ini sgt mengarut..tapi tula jadinye bila dah bosan..hehe..till next time...laterss!

Updates

2008-12-14T00:18:00.007+08:00

A lot of things happened during the past few weeks...it was happy...exciting...fun..unforgettable...tiring..and of course some were upsetting..unexpected...suprising..and sad...but u know..everything happens for a reason..and thats why..I am accepting all that God has planned for me..and pray for the best yet to happen in my future..Insya Allah... =)

High Performance Challenge (HPC) Track Day

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I went to Sepang with him..accompanied him to attend the track day. It was my gift to him for his birthday plus the big day of course..So I'm glad..he invited me to go with him..and so happy!! =)

Sepang was hot as usual..I almost melted! huhu..but the HPC event was fun! Got to take pictures and videos of him racing in his black satria..so fast so furious! =P

Was timing his race performance at the same time..He took about 2 mins 50 seconds to complete 1 entire lap at the Sepang track..laju rite? :)

I bet he was so puas hati he got to ride his car on the track with all the other riders..there was quite a number of fast cars..and knowing him and his touge event..haha...mmg syiok la dia kat track too! Happy! Happy!

Of course the best part of this is..we got to hang out again..Yayy!~ It's been a while we haven't been spending time together...and I am truly2 grateful we had this chance and happiness all the way! *big grin*

Hope I get to enjoy and spend time with U again some other day...

Treasure Hunt & Annual Dinner

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This happened recently..last Wednesday..

It started off with the treasure hunt...had to be at the office at 6pm! But it was worth it..my 1st time being in a real treasure hunt that was like Amazing Race..fuhh..I was exhausted and yes...I really2 enjoyed myself because we WON 4th place! Yahooo~~~

The hunt location was from TPM, to Cyberjaya (1st time there)...to Putrajaya (1st time here too! really2 beautiful place!)...then Sunway Pyramid..

My team was called Old Driver..because our team lead Mr Yamani..well...he is oldest in the group..haha..we should have called the team Cranky Old Driver la...because really...like in the reality tv shows..mmg ade aksi2 gaduh2..muahahah...nasib baik last2..dia mintak maap..kalau tak..mmg I merajuk! =P

At Cyberjaya..we were running around this playground..and I fell ! :( Sakit tau...tergolek mcm dlm cite hindustan..nasib baik tak guling2..haha...Then at Putrajaya..wah..so nice view..the offices and buildings were amazing! Then at Sunway..one of the activities was ice skating! Syok!..I haven't been ice skating for a while..but not bad..I did good! heheh...

The last part of the hunt was to prepare presentation slides..which we did very2 good..because of that..i think we got extra marks for the hunt..heheh..We won Jusco vouchers and so..can go shopping again! Yay!!

Later that night, we had our annual dinner.. I went to do hair and make up at Sunway (sanggup!..haha)...Lucky..because I dunno how to make up and after the lady make up me and permed my hair..I looked like a princess! :P hehe...

The dinner was at Borneo Baruk Club...(1st time there too)..and our company had their own Band...had fun and forgot about the back ache that happened earlier from the treasure hunt...hahaha..There was music..dance...cameras and people everywhere! Really2 a cool partay I would say! :) Oh another thing I forgot to mention..I wore a very2 beautiful dress I bought from East India along with the shoes from Voir..all in all..I spent about RM500 for the dinner! Crazy rite! haha..but once in a while la..once in a while :P

Saiful's Last Day at GSD

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Saiful is my good friend at GSD. He got another job..which is better and more of what he wants to do...I am so happy for him..but yet..so sad lar..coz he will be leaving us...tak cukup korum la pasni nak gi makan...nak SameTime...nak gossip...nak follow gi jenjalan mkn cendol lepas sembahyang jumaat...nak gurau2...nak menyakat...hurmmm :(

Sedihnye....!!! Saiful..if u are reading this...see how important u are! Siap ade dlm blog I lagi tu...hehehe..Wish u all the best at the new place..and tolong doakan I gak utk evaluation kat sini...Keep in touch and take care dude!! Miss you!!!

Mama & Papa completed Haji
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Alhamdulillah...mama and papa has completed all their rukun Haji and are now Hajjah Norlian and Haji Zainal.. =)

Miss them so much and smoga mereka sihat di sana..get to do more ibadat2 sunat, dapat Haji Mabrur and selamat pulang ke tanah air...Love u mama and papa...rindu!! Take care!

Haji

2008-11-26T22:40:00.006+08:00

My parents are going to Mecca to perform Haj tomorrow..

Sending them off to Kelana Jaya at 5am this morning..they have to register at 7.30am and their flight will be at 11.30am..

Ya Allah...

Semoga mama and papa dapat menunaikan Haji dgn baik..dapat Haji mabrur...Didoakan juga mama and papa sihat and dpt mengerjakan ibadah dgn khusyuk and may Allah bless you both..Also I pray that both of you selamat pergi dan selamat pulang ke tanah air..Amin..Amin..Amin...

Tolong doakan utk Ara and the others jugak ya...

FRIENDS??

2008-11-23T18:56:00.004+08:00

I haven't seen U for 5 days..tried to contact U..but responses so far has just been.."Ha ah" or "OK.."

Looks like U already organized out Ur priorities and I'm not on the list..maybe?

No feelings can describe how I'm feeling now...

If we're just friends...I guess it means :

1. Less hanging out together
2. Less talking on the phone/less sms

How about...
1. Asking U to escort me buy this..buy that?
2. Movies?
3. Trips?

How empty my life feels, when I'm about to lose all this..with U...
What was I thinking?

Questions

2008-11-19T22:25:00.003+08:00

Some questions I stumbled upon when googling for other unfortunate human beings like me..

I guess the questions will remain unanswered...*sigh*

Why did we have to part while we both still care? Why did we have to suffer? Why did we have to cry when somebody said goodbye? Why did beginnings have an end? Why did we have to meet only to lose in the end?

How is it that so much time spent loving and caring for a person can suddenly crumble to the ground? How can words of tender endearments suddenly be turned to comments of blind hatred and revenge? Why is change such a feared presence?

Where is it we go when we step outside of the comfort of familiarity? How do we recreate joy when so much is trapped beneath the rubble of failure? Where is the strength to pick up all of the delicate shards that reflect the beauty of true love?

Is there a cloth thick enough to wipe away the blood of our bleeding hearts? How can we absorb the surrounding happiness of our friends when our closest friendship has been sapped of any reminder of happiness? Why, if we still breathe, does life end until the rocky moment of acceptance? How does love end?

Yes..how does love end???

Wow..that was unexpected

2008-11-18T21:19:00.004+08:00

The title says all...

U made me realize that its all gone forever...

It has changed...everything has changed...

I didn't think it was going to be this fast..but its happening already!

Only Hope

2008-11-16T23:46:00.004+08:00

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
And laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

New phone, Cameron Trip, I miss him

2008-11-14T22:10:00.002+08:00

1. New phone

I bought a Sony Ericsson K770i. Love it. Bought it with him. My 1st Sony phone after using Nokia all this while. Let's hope its better.

2. Cameron Trip

BTA wave 4 organized a 3 days 2 nights trip to Cameron last 2 weeks. It was so much fun. Went to Boh Valley, Strawberry park, Cactus Valley. Good get-away trip!

3. I miss Him

After some time,today I cried again. Just miss him so much. Even though it was just 2 days ago I met him when we bought the phone together. Hurm...I really do miss our good times together. I used to be able to just be myself around him. Now..I have to be careful of what I say. Don't want to be saying something that I might regret. I truly miss him and my heart is sort of begging for his love again. But, its impossible. I know. Reminding myself..We're just friends. *sigh*

~End~

Wish

2008-11-10T23:58:00.003+08:00

I am praying the days to come to get better each day...

I have this feeling that its going to be OK and WE WILL BE OK...

I have faith...

Hmmm...

2008-10-29T23:59:00.003+08:00

Dear XXXXX,

I'm glad we met today...

Although it wasn't quite the happy ending I imagined..but it felt good to be seeing U again...

U look great...and I wanted to tell U this..but it didn't come out of my mouth for so obvious reasons...I missed you so much!

Being with U just now almost felt like the good old days...I'm thankful for that...

I wish that the night would not flyby so fast...and I wished we hadn't had that complicated "crap" just now...The night would have been PERFECT! It still is...but it could have been better...

Tonite..I'll think of U like I always do...and hope to see U again soon...

~End~

& why the heck am I still crying all by myself whenever I think of all this...because my love for U is somewhat impossible and exists only in my own fantasy world......he will still belong to somebody else...and me? I'm just alone...GAME OVER FARAH! U lose..... =(

Can't focus

2008-10-27T13:21:00.002+08:00

I am a bit lost here and there as u could imagine..

For my open house which was on the same day he had his big event..a lot of ppl came to me and asked "Are U ok?" I bet it really did show on face that I was unhappy...I even fell into the drain..for God's sake! Injured my leg a bit..but worse of all..my heart was hurt...badly...

Still wondering what he is up to...what he is doing now with the other person...is he happy? I constantly feel so lonely whenever I think of all this..and its not easy going thru every single day when U have to fight with ur own emotions..why can't some ppl just understand that...

Some ppl in my family think that I am way too emotional and some even started to make fun of me! Try putting urself in my shoes and let's see how well u can do...But I don't care what U guys think of me..I believe in letting out all my emotions..coz I know..if I keep it all insides..one day I will explode..now U tell me..which is better? Annoying sobbing crying now...or angry volcano erruption later? That's right..U know the answer..

Anyway..Whatever I am going to write down later in my blog post..is meant for me to release all of my stress and I hope if there is anybody reading them..if u intend to advise me..good..but don't push it to go "all-blaming-on-me"..it may be the right thing to do..but plz..give me some space..

My mind is lingering on Tuesday evening..he will be back in KL..feel like meeting up to hear the news from the man himself...plus..I already kind of miss him..He made a promise to me..and I know he will keep his promise and wouldn't dissapoint me..

As for now..I got tons & tons of work to do..on a public holiday! Yea..I know I shud be relaxing..(which I did) but must get my lazy ass to finish up this work soon in order for me to enjoy the rest of the week pleasantly...

*Angin..sampaikan rinduku padanya...I miss U...*

Devastated

2008-10-26T02:56:00.008+08:00

25 October 2008

I heard the event was good...I heard it all went well..I heard U looked happy..Of course U are..Good for U...I bet U looked like a very handsome prince..I'm glad U enjoyed Ur big day...How lucky... *Sigh*

Oh wait...did U think of me? Did I cross Ur mind for a while? I hope so..I really hope so..
I miss U...so much...I hope this is not Goodbye...

I Love U.. *CRY*

Gudnite to u my prince

2008-10-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the card..

Unfortunately I wouldn't be able to attend your big day...not that I don't want to..but u'r right..and ur friends were right..I would just cry and make a fool of myself..I don't want to ruin your big day and become the silly Julia Roberts in that movie My best friend's wedding.. :(

I am hurting myself more now...It's been ages and the feeling still won't go away...How am I going to survive the days to come? Arghhh...its so tiring...! Its so tiring to keep on telling myself that I would be OK...time will heal things...what if I'm not OK? What if I end up feeling sad for the rest of my life? Gosshh!! That's so sad and scary!

...I'm so lost without u....

10 days left

2008-10-15T21:17:00.002+08:00

I have 10 days left...plus minus the days that I actually get to see u..sigh...such a short period..I shouldn't even been counting..but sadly I am.. :(

I wish...oh..how I wish....I was the one...to end up with u....

Ok2...the right way should be...I wish...for ur happiness..even tho its not with me...As long as ur happy...guess that should make me happy too....

*Cry*..... I can't do this...

Slim ke? Heheheh...

2008-10-04T01:39:00.003+08:00

Hi Everyone..

Still on raya break..thank God..leh lepak and rest2 lagi..huhu..

Raya was fun..even tho..2 days je balik kg..2nd day raya..all of us dah balik kl..some got work..some off to sambung holidays in KL pulak...as for me...it just means that I can spend more relaxing time at home =)

A bit of flashback on raya day..as usual..wake up early to go to masjid and sembahyang raya...then we had our lemang, nasi empit? (betul ke spelling), rendang, sambal...yum2...sebut je dah terliur rite? hehe...I didn't eat a lot..mebi bcoz already used to fasting..but still...enjoyed the raya delicacies..! Had our salam2 & maaf-maafan session..and of course..the giving and receiving of duit raya!...yezza...I still get duit raya hokeh..jgn jeles! hehe..

After that, we went to pose2 outside with tons and tons of camera that came out of no where..lol..it was raining a bit..but everyone still posed...(kan dah ckp..my familia ni sume suke berangan next top model..*lol)...people already started visiting our house during the photo session..and it continued the whole day..and finally we also went to visit other ppl's house for raya...a tiring but eventful day..yg pastinye seronok! :-)

That nite..it was the normal duduk dpn tv...tatau nak tgk cerita ape..(coz takde astro kat kg)..hahah..so chit chat with cousins..main2 dgn kucing..(oh..ye...forgot to mention..we brought our new kitty-chico...back to kampung..luckily she behaved in the car..) and last2..everyone tired..went off to sleep..

Next day..still got ppl visiting our house..I was already in my jeans and shirt..huhu..then mlm tu..sume pon dah siap2 nak balik kl...smpi kl...midnight...tdooo....Zzzz (-_-)

Today...I checked my facebook...and my friends commented I looked slim..betul ke? hehehe..berjaya gak la puasa ni menguruskan sket badanku..yahoo!! kena maintain ni..hehe..

Another madness that happened during few weeks before raya..is that I went shopping..and I overspend..uwaaa...tula..bagi lagi credit card kat angah..kan dah kepokaian..huuu...betul2 shopaholic la..mmg sah! huhu..abisla..pas raya ni kena jaga2 sket...takleh shopping nanti tak larat nak bayar...hentikanlah sementara keinginan mendapatkan barang2 kehendak ni...aduii... *moral of the story....bijaklah berbelanja! =P

All in all...best dapat cuti raya and spend time with everyone..even tho..ter-broke skejap! hehe...Kawan2 yg nak wat open house tu...don't forget to invite me yaa.... see ya when I see ya!

Thought in my mind : " Couldn't help thinking how nice it would be if I could spend raya with you..miss you so much.."